Living InI dream 🥰😃

  Time is 3am and my body is preparing to give birth, so I'll have to drink rose hip soup n listen to this again before I could comment on it.. This man is soo beautiful, inside out n outside in.. I'm hungry/feeling vomity and got pain around my entire pelvis/the top of my legs. My back hurt last night at the place where some women have a brah and now the pain is down in my lower back.. My belly is periodicly tense in different places ETC. So it wont be long. Oh I lived in St.Mary some nights and I think that Capleton is from there?. n I stayed in May Penn, where Gage is from, more days :)... Forgot what the parish is called, Trewlany must end somewhere there. Is Manchester located in st elisabeth? Google could teach me I know 😀 One problem with Jamaica, is that it is waay too warm and we had to drive down from Albert town in the mountains, to like a valley, to reach May Penn. So I completely understand Gages, choice of clothes... He is so perfect. I will have to do what I hav...

This was my breakfast at 6 am. Katrin is a Swedish name that females got back in the days but plommon is the fruit, in plural. Plummes? Plum have alot of fiber in them. Fiber is what your intestines need to be able to work better. A vegetarian diet have alot more fiber than carnivor.. That is the reason, why them that eat meat only goes to the bathroom some days apart and have pain in their belly. Plus stink. Dead meat do not smell nice, so what do you expect? A vegetarian can use the bathroom every day.    These Katrinplommon is from this country and the blueberry soup, done now. Movement is also important for your body to work properly. So why would anybody drive? This I eat now at 9,50. The banana is perfectly fine and not bad at all, you can see that on the brightness of the yellow parts. Can not believe how most people would avoid something, that looks different. That is very stupid. Why the beep, would you make stores throw away perfectly good food?! When you could just ...

See, I woke up this morning, waay to tired to get out of bed ☺️. In my current situation, my body feels as if I would have been working out hard for 50 minutes, all the time. I couldn't even lay under the quilt. Both my hands, feet and under my arms, where sweating. And my stomach feels as if I would be stomach sick ETC constantly.  In Sweden we use a better word for that body part.  We say mag-säck, meaning belly-sack.  Instead I remained laying, for two hours before I finally managed to make coffee and eat the croissant 💜. You know the best part about that? That I finally have iKaffe! That taste so much better than other vegetarian milks and even cow milk. I think that a coffee, need some milk to taste good.    The ingredients are nice in iKaffe. It's mostly water, 10% of it, is oats and then it have some rapseed oil in it. Plus they have added some b12, that's a vitamin needed in your red bloodcells. In order to create Hemoglobin=Iron. (Iron is needed in you...

Very nice porridge... See the strawberries come from Spain and they wasn't ecologicaly grown, so sure I hessitated about buying them. But obviously I did, because they smelled so wonderful. They had blueberries right next to them, but they didn't smell anything, so I put them away again. I know that things produced in the european union follow some types of rules anyway and really poisonuss things are forbidden. (Notice that I did not use cow milk, but peamilk and some oat-cream. Because there is iron in the fiberoats, flaxseeds and sesame seeds) So I ate them with C-vitamin, so that my body better could absorb the iron) Understand that it is an absolute enjoyment to walk through the fruit and vegetable Isle 😃.  I mean they have natural flavours, smells, vitamins and colours. So I get happier when I'm there... Then I see the rest of the store and vex. It is almost without nutrients, in canned or produced goods and I feel horrible walking past the fridge with me...

Finished eating breakfast around 7. I'm eating way more than I'm used to,  even than when I was working out.  Well for starters I lived on much less money then, so buying vegetables and things to make the food that I ate taste better, was not a priority.      Back then I focused on getting protein, to build musscles. But I ate 1 or 2 fruits every day still and only vegetarian food during that period, and I drank proteinshakes, same time. So I became stronger than most other girls, when I lived, during that period of time.  I weighed 71 at most= 156,5 pounds.  My starting weight was 61kg=134,48 pounds.  So most call me underweight here normally, crazy since I eat all the time. In Jamaica I am concidered to have a normal weight. A majority of them is skinnier than me...  As I been growing up. I never ate more than two sandwiches at the time and I have not been eating desserts, most of my weeks. That is quite interesting, because ove...

I mean if I myself would read how someone thanked God all the time and was happy. I wouldn't be interested in continuing. God, I don't even know what type of language I want to talk. Or who I want to write for? It's been for me myself, that I have been writing, since I learned how to put my thoughts on a paper. But I know of so many people now, that are thinking in an unfavorable way. And since I have done that too for too many years and lived through absolute hell, it seems to be destined that I should help others. All thoe it would take more than one individual to solve the world crisis u zeet hehehe.. (I just laughed at the way I am expressing myself) But u kno, my own thoughts and mind, are all over the place. I'm just like that. I realize why others discuss one subject at a time, but that seems strange to me. Whatever, I must top up my internet. Since it's not time, for living in the same way that I'm used to. I mean I normally am spontaniouse and do anyth...

Wow, look at the amazingness of reality... It all, is so very perfect. Thank God. This tasted nice, all when it was cooked in the micro and it was very cheap 🙂. Spinage and cheese lasagne.. I eat with my mouth, so no need to put it in the oven... I can't believe them that live to impress others or themself. I marvel at what is... Done with the washing and I am too tierd, so I'm resting and writing 😀. I don't understand them that drink or do drugs. I've done that too but it's not only unecessery and destructive, there is another more beneficial way to spend your life. Enjoying every day and praising reality... Imagine being happy all the time and loving life, just how it is. Not hurting anywhere...    I honestly didn't think that was possible, when I was young. Then I thought that life became more fun and better, when you drank, and fixed yourself etc and followed everybody else... I didn't even question others behaviours. Because normal was the...