Living InI dream 🥰😃

  I like it, even thoe it is so very calm. I think it is awsome that they've lifted the pyramids. It sparks my imagination still 😉. I am very happy because they have granted me my permission to leave from friday now untill sunday at 11.45 😀. I slept at home the night to yesterday also. I've been at home for like a month, but I've been forced to come back like once a day or every other day 😬. The doctors have now applied for being able to "treat me" while I'm living at home permanently. So that I am forced to go get a shot like every third week. What ever. The doctor on the open unit is very polite and from Greece, so I don't mind that. To prove that I'm normal because I have been my exact self from the end of last spring. "Mi nuh press button", that means that I don't live to make others happy by doing what they tell me to. That is the entire problem, some people don't like me to be myself. They'll rather that I spend time with...

  I still am as pretty. But I'm more fat... Extra kilos I will loose when I'm free... Fat do not look good according to me, myself and InI zeen... I swear I would look as young if I could eat ital vegetarian food tr888 (only)... And not be "forcefed" this manmade food! 22.19 now so I'm tired.

 Jag är ingen raggsocka, men en raggdocka är jag. Det är inte mitt fel att svenskar är så efterblivna att de pratar på samma sätt genom årtionden. Jag är bättre än bäst och så är det bara. Ingenting att försöka göra något åt. Free Haval Nu vid nio har jag blivit lite hungrig, så jag ska dricka min andra kopp kaffe och äta halva rostbrödet varjefall. Den här låten är jätte bra. Det var Addi som visade mig den 😇❤. Rihanna är snygg... Gör lite för kommersiell musik för att jag ska orka lyssna på mer, men Man Down är absolut toppen 😃😇  Freedom todeh 😃💫👌🏼🖖🏼

 Freedom is essential. Look how beautiful Addi is. He put up the picture I painted a month before I died. I knew what was happening, or Ella did still 😋👌🏼💫.

  InI love this mix!! So me 🥰😘 I love myself, and InI love we life. Because today InI met a Greek doctor. He was the best doctor I ever met. Sure I met him this summer also a short while, but I was really furiouse, dem time deh. We really had the best conversation and he made clear what his thought was. He say that the doctor who thinks that I'm bipolar just because there is a difference in my mood, are wrong. Because I'm "braindamaged" since my accident, so that is why my moodswings can be very different. He listened to me and agreed that I did not have to be hospitalized. I am at home right now, untill tomorrow at five, when I will eat dinner at the hospital and then on wednesday I'm going to meet with the doctor and I hope he will send me home forever. Today he said that the conversation I had with the Greek doctor mattered, when he was going to make his decision. Well, they are really REALLY the biggest pussycleet fools that have kept me this long, for no r...

 Give thanks n praise. Because I have stopped using nikotine :). I have just taken one shewinggum with nikotine today, n a no ntn dat. (Once again I used an expression in Patois, because that is how I have identified myself durinh the last 14 years).  That has been because of my love for Reggae music. That's the reason I even started to find out somethings about Jamaica. And the positive attitude of the inhabitants and the burning of Ganja, have been another reason.  Since then I've been married to a Jamaican and I have been involved in several relationship and sexual relations with other Jamaicans also. A no ntn dat 😬 So too me it's not strange at all. Plus we have the beloved Uppsala Reggae Festival, in my town. I really love Reggae and Jamaica is where the music comes from. Plus I have lived there 11 months, so I've seen how much better they treat eachother. (In some cases). I'm not a racist. But my current man is from Sweden and Greece and the one prior to that...

The truth is that it is this fake livity aka living, that is ruling this earth. It's no longer a matter of skin-colour. But everybody have to be a slave or a copy of a slave to be able to live, obaying the law in this society. Every law pan da face of this earth is illegal/ Bob Marley InI have mi six dreadlocks and mi nah guh trim dem neva. It show where I am coming from. Ella stay suh zeen. I don't know if I will let it all become, I'm kool and love my hair now. Ella make n get a compromize with Eleonor zeen :P. Rasta people don't get no justice, in Babylon. The song was made after the police shaved of the hair of a teenage girl, that have been wearing her dreadlocks since birth. But the police and justice system is a matter of bare discriminalization. I know that, I have been wearing dreadlocks for many years and based on that fact and my Bob Marley poster. They have asked for my pee on numerous occations. Actually they are right now processing a court settings agains...