Living InI dream 🥰😃

​But Youtube deleted my accounts four times. So I’m running out of options to put up my videos there. I spoke to Nikolas Vertis yesterday. He knows English perfectly well and is very polite. He called me honey and dear all the time. And first I told him that he looks good, because he really do. It was he that wrote me first and I asked how he found me. He responded that it’s destiny. I know that it is God because there is no way in hell that Nikos Vertis could find little Ella on dis ya globe… My Greek is not good but he said that he would teach me in time. We share the same belief system because he is spiritual and I’m a Rasta. So everything is fine. But he is a real man, 49 years old. So I have to act all grown up when we talk… I prefer to be ”a Yute” I’ll just listen to Shokryme first (L). I published it on Facebook since Instagram didn't want to tek it because it was to long.. But I put in a longer video there yesterday but did it through the computer, then it worked but I ca...

It was a nice time. But I mostly enjoyed meeting my old time friend Christina. We met at the University when we studied English together. She gave me two bread without ”Gluten” with mashed Avocado and Cucumber. With green Tea. She carried it all the way from Stockholm, so the Tea was a cooler temperature but it was fine. I haden’t ate for maby two days. Yea I ate 5 pieces of vegetarian sushi and gave Jesus 5. And he gave me a piece of ”Hasch”. Because he wanted to, I never asked for that… It is illegal to sell it but I think they would find a problem with us giving it away thoe. I haven’t read the lawbook. But I know from experience they convicted me for letting my man keep his Hash in my house! He never got no punishment because he was poor. But we both had to go to ”frivården” a year. But he never went.                                          I went there a couple of times only to...

​But InI love it so. Plus I don’t get no money to eat. 200kr can not buy food. Sure I could go to a restaurant and eat but no that’s far away. I want indian food to full my belly but I don’t know if my ”sister” has given me any money. See they, she, my mom and my stepdad claim that I’m sick. So they called the hospital and said that I was sick. So the doctor called the police and they had me locked up in the hospital for 4 days, they watched me 24/7 and sent me home. Since I’m not sick. Still ”my family” thinks that I’m sick. Give me my money and there would be no problem. But no you’ll rather running around talking shit about me. I know that. So I’ll go out for a smoke instead. I have two nicotine patches in my mouth but I’m not satisfied.

​because it is to long to put up here on blogger… I have to go out and smoke now because my sister told me that I wasnt allowed to smoke on the balcony neither :S . Bun Babylon 

I just worke up... Some hours ago..

https://youtu.be/AzquSOMDL-k?si=srKDMjM44DyJLgED Så ska jag skriva det här på Svenska så att min mamma kan förstå vad jag skriver? Jag pratar mycket hellre Engelska men allra helst pratar jag Patois! Det är inte för att jag är sjuk som jag pratar flera olika språk, utan för att jag är frisk. Det skulle väl till och med en idiot förstå? Jag älskar music, det har jag gjort sen jag var tolv år och först hörde 2PAC. Det är så jag lärde mig Engelska, ifrån Eminem också. Jag hade varit död utan musiken. För jag trivs inte i det här sketna samhället, det har jag aldrig gjort. I’ll leave it like that because I’m listening to music. With my ”Hallon Soda”. Let me be. https://youtu.be/AzquSOMDL-k?si=srKDMjM44DyJLgED