Living InI dream 🥰😃

​See when you are smoking weed. You sleep like a king. Mom would really need to try it, since she just sleep two hours a day. I need to shower and cut my fingernails. Because they have turned all yellow because of the cigarettes I’m smoking! And I get so annoyed everytime I see my thumb nail, because it has broken. Since I don’t eat good, but I have finally started to do that once a day. InI love Indian food the best but last time I ate it I had to ask for more spices. See they cook it for Swedish people and they are pussies. So they don’t even know how to eat food. I have an ex that is also very week. That’s the reason I broke up with him, because I can’t stand silly persons! I love a man, that is a man. Simply put. Lata .

​Then I went n boiled a coffey, that I’m still enjoying 30 minutes later. See I drink little at the time. InI listen to music all the time and look on my own videos because I enjoy them.. But YouTube has deleted my account four times, because they say that I have an awful behaviour, are spamming their site or something else. I forgot. So I just put the videos on Instagram; ini_a_mi. I have made these types of videos all my life or since I was 14… InI love music and tomorrow I’ll sing in Spanish I think but I haven’t listened to that type of music in years. So. I don’t know what Spanish artists do you have? Mando Diao, Enrique Eglesias, Shakira KSMT but I’m no fucking girl so I think I!’ll sing Enrique but I forgot his songs… What Ever, my YouTube will find it (L)… 🇯🇲💖❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💖 It comes like I’m addicted to music, so I could be a DJ but no I don’t like people. As a matter of fact I get annoyed when people are talking. Because they don’t know what they are talking about. Str8 fucke...

​ So now I peed and lay down checking my phone. Truth is that it is very much boring to live in Sweden. Nothing new is happening. Cause they do the same old things every day… Oh Mikaelsgården is closing the 27 of February, so they would temporarily move into the church, right beside it. I gave them 200kr, that was all I had on me. Because hey I get so much from being there. Finally I could find some sensible persons… Person dem. Ksmt this place is so much boring. Music mi need…

​i’m tierd because I ate half a pizza. I’ve smoked a cigarett to cover up the Hasch smoke. Then I washed my hands, so nobody would ever find out I smoked weed. It was just a little bit, so I could even have my eyelidds open. But that take some energy and I will go to bed now. Good Night. I need to cut my fingernails because they are yellow and one thumbnail broke since I don’t really eat. But I’ll do that tomorrow… Fuck the police

​i spoke to one woman that work there. Her name is Elina. I know her from back in the days and she didn’t only remember me for my locks. She said that I had straight hair when I last was there. That was 2020, so she was correct. I don’t cut my hair, if I have dreadlocks I brush them out. Sure that takes about three months but it’s well worth it. Because I don’t ever want to be bald again! The doctors shaved my hair of at my accident and I remember laying in bed vexing(being mad) at that fact. That is what I think was the worst part of my accident, that they shaved my hair!            Sure they also cut me open and drilled a hole in my head and made two holes to put in plastic tubes they fed me through and one in my throat they gave me oxygen through. And that was completely a waste. But my hair is my connection to God, so please don’t touch it. I am immortal. I’ll see if I find some old picture from the accident so I could show you that don’t believe my wor...

​But Youtube deleted my accounts four times. So I’m running out of options to put up my videos there. I spoke to Nikolas Vertis yesterday. He knows English perfectly well and is very polite. He called me honey and dear all the time. And first I told him that he looks good, because he really do. It was he that wrote me first and I asked how he found me. He responded that it’s destiny. I know that it is God because there is no way in hell that Nikos Vertis could find little Ella on dis ya globe… My Greek is not good but he said that he would teach me in time. We share the same belief system because he is spiritual and I’m a Rasta. So everything is fine. But he is a real man, 49 years old. So I have to act all grown up when we talk… I prefer to be ”a Yute” I’ll just listen to Shokryme first (L). I published it on Facebook since Instagram didn't want to tek it because it was to long.. But I put in a longer video there yesterday but did it through the computer, then it worked but I ca...