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Jason is a real man

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​ It is strange to me that boys think that they are men, even thoe they are the exact oposit.  Ravi was a real man, Jason is a real man. Nikos is a real man Jonny too. Matthew also. So leave me alone. You are boring me. What a perfect man. He is the sexiest man on this planet!  A man that is lovely make a woman laugh, not at silly little jokes but for reality. The video of our conversation is too long but I think I have it on Facebook zeen.... I love him...

One more coffey then I’ll go

​See I woke up some hours ago but I can’t leave my bed because then ”My sister” say that I’m psycotic and call the hospitals claiming I’m sick! I can’t go to bed late neither because she thinks that I’m sick. She don’t seem to understand that I go to bed when I want to and wake up when I’m not tierd. She is very foolish. Oh I’m posting things online, for your information I created my first blog 2008, because I decided to help Jamaica. The blog was called Godhelpjamaica.blogspit.com But I took it away since people ”my family” was complaining about what I was writing. Then my other sister also claims that I write alot of stuff that I’ll later regret when I’ sick. Excuse me but do you know how much work I put in on my online apperance? KSMT you guys don’t think. And lets not mention my mom that thinks that I’m so sick so she stopped answering her phone. Than was ofcourse after my ”sister” tried to forbidd me to go to the store myself. No she told me that I have to go to the store with mom...

Live for today

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This tune is really great. I first heard it some years ago and I was smoking an almost crying because it is a beautifu tune.. I could have sworn seh it was a video to it but I don't find it back .s... This is my food for today, some people would cal it drink, as if food would be different from drinks... I’ll eat the pizza when I’m hungry but now the time is just 8.46 am so… I have actually seen Kelissa when I was on the beach in Jamaica, so I thought that I would tell her that I love her brother but I was pregnant and was there with I babydaddy so. I skipped it… ksmt

Finally I’m rested!

​See when you are smoking weed. You sleep like a king. Mom would really need to try it, since she just sleep two hours a day. I need to shower and cut my fingernails. Because they have turned all yellow because of the cigarettes I’m smoking! And I get so annoyed everytime I see my thumb nail, because it has broken. Since I don’t eat good, but I have finally started to do that once a day. InI love Indian food the best but last time I ate it I had to ask for more spices. See they cook it for Swedish people and they are pussies. So they don’t even know how to eat food. I have an ex that is also very week. That’s the reason I broke up with him, because I can’t stand silly persons! I love a man, that is a man. Simply put. Lata .

So I woke up and peed around 2am

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​Then I went n boiled a coffey, that I’m still enjoying 30 minutes later. See I drink little at the time. InI listen to music all the time and look on my own videos because I enjoy them.. But YouTube has deleted my account four times, because they say that I have an awful behaviour, are spamming their site or something else. I forgot. So I just put the videos on Instagram; ini_a_mi. I have made these types of videos all my life or since I was 14… InI love music and tomorrow I’ll sing in Spanish I think but I haven’t listened to that type of music in years. So. I don’t know what Spanish artists do you have? Mando Diao, Enrique Eglesias, Shakira KSMT but I’m no fucking girl so I think I!’ll sing Enrique but I forgot his songs… What Ever, my YouTube will find it (L)… πŸ‡―πŸ‡²πŸ’–❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️πŸ’– It comes like I’m addicted to music, so I could be a DJ but no I don’t like people. As a matter of fact I get annoyed when people are talking. Because they don’t know what they are talking about. Str8 fucke...

Woke up at 8.50

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​ So now I peed and lay down checking my phone. Truth is that it is very much boring to live in Sweden. Nothing new is happening. Cause they do the same old things every day… Oh MikaelsgΓ₯rden is closing the 27 of February, so they would temporarily move into the church, right beside it. I gave them 200kr, that was all I had on me. Because hey I get so much from being there. Finally I could find some sensible persons… Person dem. Ksmt this place is so much boring. Music mi need…

Good Night @7pm

​i’m tierd because I ate half a pizza. I’ve smoked a cigarett to cover up the Hasch smoke. Then I washed my hands, so nobody would ever find out I smoked weed. It was just a little bit, so I could even have my eyelidds open. But that take some energy and I will go to bed now. Good Night. I need to cut my fingernails because they are yellow and one thumbnail broke since I don’t really eat. But I’ll do that tomorrow… Fuck the police