Hehe I must look crazy

I mean if I myself would read how someone thanked God all the time and was happy. I wouldn't be interested in continuing. God, I don't even know what type of language I want to talk. Or who I want to write for? It's been for me myself, that I have been writing, since I learned how to put my thoughts on a paper. But I know of so many people now, that are thinking in an unfavorable way. And since I have done that too for too many years and lived through absolute hell, it seems to be destined that I should help others. All thoe it would take more than one individual to solve the world crisis u zeet hehehe.. (I just laughed at the way I am expressing myself)

But u kno, my own thoughts and mind, are all over the place. I'm just like that. I realize why others discuss one subject at a time, but that seems strange to me. Whatever, I must top up my internet. Since it's not time, for living in the same way that I'm used to. I mean I normally am spontaniouse and do anything I want to at any moment, but a few times life actually benefits from seriousness 😄. The reason why I laughed there is because I remembered how somebody frass would say such an obviouse thing, and be dead seriouse about it being a clever idea 😁. 
Mi, I'm just feeling myself very much and I am SOO greatful, for everything, u deven kno... Not in a cocky way, I'm just astonished, how life could completely change. Soon come back and fix this text my baby... (I'm not refering to anybody, just everybody)

For years, I've been feeling bad. If not for my own sadness, for any reason you can think of. Remember feeling so low, that I did not want to get out of bed, more time. The only thing that would make me force myself up, some time, was nicotine... What a horrible thing...

It's quite strange that older people tend to be dead seriouse. When you could infact choose everything that you are feeling. To me, it's such a waste of time to not decide over your emotions... 

The reason for me showing my "different" type of life and the things I think is pretty, is because I want to show people who live in an industrialized way. That it is better to live more natural. Of course anybody could live a boring life, (wishing to live in an Elle magazine) but why would you? Unecessery items do not bring life anything good, quite the opposite. At the same time it feels bad to show completely normal things that most people have. Since I know that it exist people that live without nothing 😥. Plus I'm locked up in my body at the moment, so I can't do much other things than reading, writing and listening to music..
   Everybody do not have the same possibilities and that is "mother fucking" awful... (Sorry, didn't want to prevent myself from cussing, in that sentence) Since I feeel the words I'm uttering.

Hehe, then I understand that people have other things to do. Than sitting and reading the way Im philosophizing. So what was I supposed to talk about again? 😂 I'm almost crying because I'm so happy. Hahahaha.

But seriously, it is awful that the swedish migrationboard, led by the "blue"=negative and selfish politicians, at the moment. No longer take in immigrants to this country. The last six months 15 100 people applied to move here. But only 6 700 humans where allowed 😐. To me it seemes crazy that people who wish to move to a Swede, that would infact support them, untill the person become a working inhabitant. Should have to wait or be denyed, whilst somebody that's coming from war, that would never stop being an aid recepient, would be granted residentship. To start to discuss surtan things is kind of bad, since I would need several pages to adress the topic,  and to me that is not interesting 😋

If somebody have ties to another induvidual, wouldn't it be better if them could support eachother, rather than everybody being forced to taking care of an unknown individual?

Aaaaaa 🥵 I feel pain. How great.

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