Living InI dream 🥰😃

True Today I ate the last Semla, I'll eat before I give birth. I find it harder to take pictures with the iPhone, because you will have to keep still more.. With the Samsung I could move around. But I read that this one was supposed to work, with videos good. So Jah kno . Half a day is probably too quick to make a rewiew anyway 邏. Oh why does it become a chinese sign, when all I wanted was a smilie? How come I have to type every word, without getting suggestions? I remember having to and prefering to do that, years ago. But it's faster, with suggestions ✌. It's very much easier to write with a Samsung.    Oh looking on these pictures it have a whole lot more smilies than on the Samsung.. But I think that's depending on the model still.  I loved Huawei thoe. It was great in every way but after breaking and loosing like 5 of them in 2 years.. I never wanted it back. I've been living through some maad years, dun tell yuh.  Me myself did not break them or loose ...

Found this song, like 6 months after my man died.  Suh yuh nuh dun kno mi cried like baby...  I remember how I felt totally alone in the entire world. Saw no purpouse in living. Since the rest of the living is so very pointless. Eating Lithium to numb my feelings. 🤮    I got calmer when I thought about the fact that I finally got a "gangster", to go to God. Instead of continuing living in hell.. I suppose he would thank me, for putting up with his shit for 6 years!   Woke at 2am and have been laying listening  to music and reading, for some hours... I will listen to the song above and try to sleep now, because I want to have the energy to do things.. Ooohh 😯. Woke up at 9 am😀. Give thanks. So, in some hour, I will get up from the bed, anyway ☺️ I need to, I need to and yes, I will do so too 😇. Love yuh God... Shit I have soo much I would want to say. But I'm exhausted 😅. Hahaha 🤣 See it is a bigg ass problem, with Jamaican man... Beca...

Very simple, healthy and cheap food, it smells and taste deliciouse, fi true ..  I don't think that this dish cost more than 15kr.. I boiled the spagetti for 9 minutes, with a little salt. Poored over some olive oil, in the strainer, when it was done. The Mozarella cheese, just cost 2.50 kr today! (That's 30 jmd) They sold it cheap since it was expiering tomorrow.     I broke it, with my hands, in a bowl. Then I added almost a dl of cream and whipped it around. After that I put it in the fridge. Then I sliced the tomatoe and put it on a plate. Added the pasta and mozzarella mixture and poored over some olive oil, lemon peel, pepper, and dried basil. I don't have any fresh herbs at the moment, but it tasted wonderful anyway 💜💜💜🙊     Ooh I pressed a small garlic over it also and added some of the spinage sallad, I bought last week. Jummie  😃. Give Thanks and Praise to the most high God, for creating wonderful flavours!! .......... ........... ....

Haha I really hated when some American loudly pronounced that. Think I heard it on a tv on the plane once. However I love this song and his timing is wonderful. Sounds great. But now I litteraly have vomit, at the top of my throat. So I must go eat something, now at 04... My stomach is acing like crazy, and I am exhaused.   Good Night  " Slept n woke up ". N em still reading ... You will have to excuse me. The midwife say that I'm expected to give birth today and I'm oh so tierd, wanting to puke. But I have plenty of things I would like to say and do! However I'll just write a bit, because my pelvis is hurting and I need to rest... Went up and ate this around 9, but I could just manage the porridge and the Coffee. Got too blä blä full, so I couldn't eat the peanutbutter sandwich or dates. I figured that it would be better to eat it, when I go up again..🥵😨 The thing is that I probably fixed the breakfast and ate it...

Honestly, I'm trying to show that there is absolutely nothing wrong with reality.  Why would anybody show something fake? Can't believe that some people actually look on celebrities or anybody else. Who in this world is the king, princess etc?? Why do you prefer to look on something that has been altered? Everybody could make reality look 'special'. To me, that's something horrible. Because it is not wise to spend neither time or money, to create something other than reality.    I mean, it's like you lost contact with yourself, God and facts. That's like horrible. Don't you understand that alot of people are starving? How can you not be concerned about other people, than yourself? (It's a difference in judging and knowing) In my personal life, it was in my younger and teenage years. I had "idols". But some adults still look towards others... I don't see the point? God say that you should not have any other "gods" ...

See a man is capable of doing so much more than he thinks. And in Jamaica both a woman and man could be refered to as a man. So I'm talking about both, in this context. Context is a proper word, because con means with,  in Spanish 😀. And a mind that is not cluttered with shit, like drugs and musts. Is actually very capable of thinking, in the same way as I am.    However if I would talk to a psychiatrist, they could think that I am Manic or suffering from Psycosis. Because you see most people actually have an occupied mind, too busy to really think about important things.    And some Jamaicans would think that I " worry too much" , since they rather smoke weed and just accept the reality, they 'can not' change. But see this world would change for the better IF everybody understood, what they are doing! KSMT What you are consuming is affecting the entire world! Oh I need to buy a new Shampoo and Conditioner, because the ones I have is soo...