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Great. Bless.

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Jamaica is a funny place aka the best place ever. Not only because of the sun, but the greatness of the inhabitants on the land. It's not about their looks but how they think. They use their brains, in the right way. In Sweden or other industrialized countries, you think in a faulty way. You work so hard, to gain what? As I've been sitting "pan di ends" meaning on the last stop, as I inturpret it. I have been thinking and thinking. Because I had to learn Patois. You know at first it seems kinda strange, but when you solve the riddle. Ting Gud. I unfortunately have to be very careful about what I am saying and doing now. Because if I tell you how it is I can be cruzifkkied, so to speak. I swear if I would have lived during the earlier years, you would have burned me at a stake. And I like to live, so. Man I've seen the struggle all mi life n mi kno weh u deh too enuh.. Ting clear, possitively clear. I love you everything Eminems way of living caused me so much...

I can not be who I am destined to be

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That's crazy. I can't understand what types of problems people have with their brains? If I dress like a cartoon, some people think that I've gone crazy. Even when I show videos I created several years ago, to communicate with my Jamaican friends. Some idiots would judge me for it :S. In Jamaica people talk in a different way and communicate without usung grammar. Have you ever heard about theater or getting a life? I have a blog, where I write what I want and share what I desire. I personally think that it is greatness. My child can not use a computer yet, but she enjoys the same music as me. Nothing harmful, Just reality. I also thought that people would understand that if I write something directed towards the swedes, I would talk Swedish. If I write to the Janaicans I do speak Patois and if I write something that I want the whole world to understaand, I would use English. However people in general are not as smart as me. My sister once told me that I should have...

This is so mi

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much bettet than di KIM tune ❤ Breatfeeding busy all day

❤️Jamaica πŸ‡―πŸ‡²

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Man can sing... She a nyaam suh mi can chat believe Big man ting Jah kno my life how can dis b? a no crazy mi crazy is reality I love you I love you screen="" youtube-src-id="p7pgslMBsr0" width="320" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/p7pgslMBsr0"> Maan a suh it guh. i don't think that anybody would understand, how many times I have watched this video and cried... I love you.

Haha Vybz. Ella a YSfalls ❤️❤️❤️

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I have a better big camera, but the Iphone one better also. So I could go back..   mi a chat patwa frm a suh it guh. Fus mi ere di tune mi lock it aff frm mi no luv pickney voice. Plus mi vex frm u destroy u beautiful on a do di same ting zeen. Mi listened im a chat seh n ye im a child so it can gwaan. Howeva mi feel seh u a real bad role model u zeet. Caah which pickeny fi chat bout dem ting deh? Oh a 18 im 18, mi claim seh most ppl below 30 ave a problem wid fi dem brain still.   I don't like the song since it is a child acting as if he where grown. Then Adidja change his voice, to sound like a child and I'm no pedofile. Vybz Kartel have the most beautiful voice when he sing normal. "Dem shoulda neva staat a war weh dem kno dem cyaa win, a no stone we a fling".   My man have been telling me since we met last spring that Adidjah have a bad influence on the youths. I understood what Matthew was saying, but I said what Vybz himself said regarding that topic: I...

Vybz Kartels birthday party πŸ˜ƒ

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I mean dat man deh ave such a perfect body. My own ave di same one, jus need 12 more year πŸ˜…. Izimi.   Mi memba di tunes im sing nuh so mi can share it.. I know them but I haven't heard them in serveral years, so I don't remember and I have no time to find dem again right ya nuh...  Mi no too too look back pan di adda post yet... But she a sleep nuh suh mi can gwaan thoe 😁. Mi luv Jamaica n mi man n we did ave a convo weh dea fi 1.30 hour n mi swear mus a one hour we discuss Addi 🀣. Both a we kno im good n a garrison a ja im cum frm so I guess I shld lisn im a seh πŸ˜… (She just woke. LATA)   See Adidjah Palmer is very pretty. But he is waay too hype for me. I love how they say him to both him and her πŸ˜‚. It's very fun to be in Jamaica . I loved tunes like...   This is the best tune evah πŸ˜ƒπŸ₯° This is my favorite song and I love everything about it. Especially if you have a speaker that could play the base loud. Lyrics...  Mi no luv badman. I ΔΊo...

I’m sorry I don’t have time to write here non stop

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Because I know that I know a whole lot more than any other human. Ofcourse I don't know more than God and I do not believe that I am God, or anything supernatural. However mi feel seh mi love nature and is who God created me to be. Zeen.    I would never stray from what is natural.  A so mi kno what's right from what is wrong. It is very easy to know the rules you have to abide. Yesterday me and a 'youth man', walked for over two hours. We discussed alot of things, but in the beginning of our walk. We had this discussion about something. I listened to his response, then he silenced himself. So I said "Inshallah", because I figured that was what he ment to say. (He is muslim, living in this country.  Herr they claim that you are allowed to have what ever religion you want. But that is simply not true. He is working in a place, thats apparently atheist/buddist. And I have been locked up many times, since they believe that I am sick because I believe in God and...

Africa is being devided

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I think it is kinda stupid to say that a new sea will e.erge or what ever they said. Because the water is one water, covering the earth. Same as the land. It is stupid people thar have set up boundaries and created different countries. I belong in Jamaica and Sweden, it is stupid people that have made the places so far apart... If things would be "criss", there would be one continent and one love "u zeet".

I simply said

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The purpose of the telling about that last night in Jamaica, was to thank God. But I forgot that part, because I find everything interesting and if I would be Bob Marley, I would say; tings can be interesting. Ofcourse I never met him, but I'm kind of sure about how he spoke. So I wanted to thank God, because of that night in Jamaica. I did tell him that I wished that the child in my belly would get the same nose as the dad. But I like mine too, however his is cuter.. So I said that the child could have his nose. And I thought about the eyes too and said yes they could look like the dads, but I love the colour of mine. Still I love the colour of his. Her lips could look like mine or his, it don't matter. But I want her to be tall.. Give thanks n praise. Me and God is very close, and atheists have misinturpreted my statements. They say bla bla. But that's not really relevant because they talk bare shit...

Today mi did go outside 😁 Describing a real pussy aka silly and stupid person. Noo filters!

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first to throw away garbage, then I saw that trampoline thing and I just had to jump it. See it is impossible to jump deh without smiling and I hate to smile. It makes me look silly and it is stupid people that do that. So I avoid it. My skin don't look young again, since everything I ate went to the placenta for 9 months and I'm brestfeeding nowdays. But soon I will look normal again :D.. Oh I turn 38 tomorrow but a no problem dat, I drink Hempprotein, so mi a gwaan... It is silly, unwise people who use makeup.  Why in this world would I use a filter?  Who are you trying to impress and who would think that somebody with makeup or tight, expensive clothes. Look good? I think that everything that stray from nature and what's natural, is stupid. Why would anybody wish to buy something new? What an idiot, to not use what is.. KSMT Who are you hiding from? Is it hard to realize that somebody who likes you for vanity, doesn't really like you at all? If I would describe my st...

πŸŽ‚ to wee πŸ˜ƒ

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I made dat πŸ™‚. MarΓ€ng, wippedcream, Daim and banana :D... See Emanuella loves Vybz Kartels music and she thinks that he is very interesting to look at. She like that more than child music... I forgot to say what I thought about saying in the last post, so I'll read what I said and remember what I ment :P I cant pick one picture because all of them show the prettiest girl in this world.

Haha Awoh. Godmorgon.

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Every day, several times a day. She stretch out her back. It's like we have the same body, because both of our upperbodies, arms and hands look the same. The legs kind of do too, only that she is way more fat.. Her hair look like mine but darkbrown and more curly. But her nose and upper face, look like her dads :). I remember being 3 months pregnant, standing in Matthews livingroom one evening. The evenings in Jamaica is so very dark, especially when you don't have any electricity. But he actually bought a lamp and put it in the kitchen, that August. So he was doing something there. Haha I think this was the night before mi left. We had an argument, well I just spoke but he had a problem with not getting annoyed with me, during the conversation. I guess he got fed up and felt that I was complaining, when I told him how a vegetarian had to eat... Oh it was also about that I didn't want to use a gas stove, or a stove you would have to turn on by using a lighter...  His car br...

Two months old and she spoke for the first time :)

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I unpacked my backpack and went to the hallway with it. Then I came back to our bedroom, standing fixing something. Then I heard Emanuella making a loud sound. So I told her, that was the loudest I ever heard you speaking. And faced the door again. Then she said hej/hey loud and clear like an adult. (with her light voice) It's kind of understandable that she choose that word, because I tell her that several times a day... So we was just in the bathroom and I put her in the babysitter. After a while she said rrrrr. I spoke with her dad today and he was fixing somebodies car, who also had a pigg. So I told him to go to grisen and asked if he could pronounce that and r, in swedish. So he did perfectly. I was like how could you say err, like we pronounce that letter in Sweden. American people use to say aar and have a hard time to say it the correct way. Me myself said aarr instead of R, when I was a little child..

A Jamaican Woman from Montego Bay I think

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