Living InI dream 🥰😃

I could write about it, later when I have time for it and feeling awake 😇. The last clip in this video was horrible I've seen many different paranormal things, since I was a teenager. But this last decade has been like I'm living in a horror movie... it takes alot to explain why I stayed with these men. Free at last free at last... I stood strong, no matther that he did everything to push me down. I have been beaten, strangeled, push and pulled. Then the man was very loving. The next mimute he really tried to insult me... I tried to save you, but you was possesed and all the drugs you took every day, gave more energy to the devil or deamon inside you. I know it was not Ravi that hit me. I even said in court that it was the devil that have gave me those bruises, so they freed Ravi. All thoe Ravi was the only one in the same house as me... I will love you forever Ravi. Poor you. Oh his life came to an end 7 days after I was in his bedroom, having a vision. I couldn't sl...

F inally I am allowed to not eat Quietapin. So I could walk for more than 1,5 hour today. That's great. I have been able to do many things today. Still the doctor believe that I have to eat Lithium, to stabilize my mood! And I'm forced to eat them because I have ÖPT (open psyciatric forcecare). And they test my blood, I don't know how often it is going to be now, but previously it's been every 3 weeks 😑. Oh and they also screening my saliva, to look for drugs 🥱. It doesn't matter that I told them that I don't do drugs. The only drugs I been taking is the shit they gave me! Risperdal, Zyprexa n bagga fuckry! You are killing the people for your own benefit. I have not even been able to walk outside for 8 months! Suck your pussycleet madda! So after my visit to Jamaica I suppose that they will do the same thing. But weed's legal there, so they can't bring me to court. But I guess the hospital can lock me up because they claim that I am psycotic or manic....

This is a wise man. We share our belief in I-tal food. Today I ate this alone n some strawberries. Or speaking English I would have to say, today I ate only this. Most white people eat way too much.. It is not healthy to eat more than you need. It is good to "fast". But I don't follow people, so I wouldn't call myself a Rastafarian, but I eat Ital. I never knew, my sallad was going to contain Tofu. I just told her I wanted a sallad without tomatoe. It taste ok and are made of soybeans. People in general are way to concerned with the protein. I have been a vegetarian for 16 years, and I know a vegan lifestyle is sufficiant.

I would say that weed really helps. It's such a great topic that I could talk about for a long time. But I think I will talk about it in Jamaica. Now I'm reading the bible.