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Daamn seriously.... In English and Swedish

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  I could go on and on, living my life in a rush. It is very easy to live, when you don't way as much. However the truth and a realization there of,  will hit you. I feel awful about my man having to die. It is not easy to just forgett him. I just slept for an hour, after crying a whole lot. The tears I have been painting, do not compare. My tears went down to my mouth. Daaaamn it.  I believe it is because I am forced to eat medicin, thet, fuck with my emotions. Because yesterday I drank some and aclohol during the day. I know you are not supposed to drink, when you're eating medicin, but I feel awful about the fact that I did not let my Man, in on the wednesday evening. I am no longer sure about which day it was but I remember me going to a bar instead, because I felt away, like they say in Jamaica.  There I wrote a text, explaining just how bad he had been treatening me and how I felt about it. The day after that we had no contact, but I have been told by the perso...

21/8

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 Today I will have to boil my coffey, pan di stove InI a show u waah gwaan. Woke up at 5,22, by myself. All tho I ate dem medicin. They don't work for me. Nice with a lamp in the bed, then InI could read real books. Its been a month since I read the bible. But Addi send me bible verses,  more time, on the phone.  How nice to eat this. I'm listening to music eating my perfect breafast πŸ₯°πŸ˜Ž. It now say that it is ten minutes remaining, but I had the computer down, never knew that would stop the upload, but I live and I learn something new every day :) Now it changed and say that 43 minute remain :(.. It's a video of me making my truly delicious breakfast  Now its 29 minutes left :D. InI love to look at myself really :PπŸ₯° It was coffey cooked on the stove, with raw sugar and oatsmilk. Then it was an almond cake with strawberries and wipped vegan cream :). Jah I love my life!! Give thanks n praises... For the capability to stand up ithout hurting and feeling so perfect a...

Ella inna Trance!

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 I eat the medicine they force me to and I'm completely sober. What a sick world I'm living in! InI am like this, sΓ³ who the fuck are you, to call the police in order to lock me up?! Let me enjoy my life, like InI want to. I'm to old and mature, to do anything illegal! I would never trouble you, if you didn't fuck with me mom! So who am I? InI am me! Let me be myself and I. Especially since I don't have any other interaction with people than online! InI am alone because I don't need anyone other than God!!☆☆☆ I'm 36 bloodclaat. Understand that, I know what I want. I am not a baby. My baby you stole from me! Welfare is for pussyclaat loosers! Queen Ella Wonderful Vegan Indian Dinner πŸ’› tomorrow is a fruit day, I feel like and for breakfast it's almond cake with wipped cream and strawberries πŸ’› But I dont have an electrical visp, so InI will have to wipp fotever, since it's Vegan cream. I don't know if I have any lemon, so InI could do it faster. B...

Friday nice πŸ˜ƒ. New Gage 😍

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  Ooh Gage my Gage, mi affi tell yuh one more time mi luv yuh?! Luv di tune also, all thoe it fi di tupid masses a ppl. Mi iPhone 10 gne back to a Samsung a21. Was da cheapest dem did ad, dat werk di bes n mi too too luv Samsung ova iPhone zeen. Mi a gwaan clean mi home, but mi a drink b4 mi tek dem pill. Olanzapine anti-psycotic n Quietapin r sittin fi mek InI level. See InI ave di tendency fi fly away n werk much fasta than dem ovastan. Shldnt tap miself really caah mi well waah wine fi yuh. Thank u fi di sang n face zeen. Mi luv u one more tyme uzimi mi G.... The only problem mi ave wid da videos is bagga slut deah. Dem no ave no respect fi demself. A person undressing to try and look sex is really pathetic in my eyes and something only a little immature gyal woulda do in public uzimi..  InI drown inna Addi Greek/Swedish eyes! This is more sexy. Spanish is beautiful and Patois is beautiful. But unuh too dirty. To inetrest me. This is soo sexy to me. Intelligense and a sexy ...

Ella och Antwan πŸ˜‡πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š

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  Nu orkar jag gΓ₯ upp och gΓΆra kaffe och mΓΆblera om πŸ˜ƒ. Ingen guz e samma liga... My wonderful breakfast (L) Strawberries and coffey with raw sugar and oats Milk. The flower named sometging like crysteantum and originally come from China n dem place... I think I would want to smoke my last whole cigarett πŸ˜‰ But I can resist it and I would want my body to take in all the vitamin and nutrients, from the strawberries πŸ˜€ But I'm drinking coffey same way so a no problem. Love Gage n Shokeyme ALSO! Food can only do so little. It was Shokryme n Ranstid that woke me up and started fi gwaan. That means started to do something, in Patois :). Which is the language I love most in this world. Greek is really hard man, because every sound they make means something else, like ella means come 🀭. 78% of my video is uploaded now. I film moving around.... Now its 98% and then youtube will start to work with the video... After that they controll it, so it's nothing forbidden in the video. That...

Free the worldboss!

 Yoir wrongful conviction if Adidjsh Palmet is thee reason I havent gone back, to Jamaica. Your court system is a joke. Everything I heareed hou blame him for has also been proven to not add up, to a truth  listen to real Kartel bm n ΓΆ look at the truth... https://www.instagram.com/tv/CSw-zoUFPuE/?utm_medium=copy_link Im drunk cant type propert so good night

My life in Uppsala πŸ’™πŸ––

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 So now I will drink coffey and Coke, to wake up. Have white snus n a Lyft in my mouth also :) Thank you Reanno. Mi gi yuh luv... InI luv dis one baad πŸ˜ƒ Too no wah guh back! InI a fix we home n mi no dun yet!!! Fucka dem pussycleet eediot!! Now I'm in the bed on the hospital, a wait fi mi tea fi kool of a bit. Navid work today and he is really respectful to me, through him rate mi bad. A mi show him Shokryme u zeet πŸ˜€. I love him also. The buss just take 4 minutes by the way. So I live very close to the hospital. I need to search for a new permission to go home n fix da rest!! Trance is great, but I want one toast  with cheese right ya now at 10 am. U zeet, mi no too too eat, because it is completely unecessery. Thats what I found out when I was in Jamaica. Because them man deh look way better than tha man here. Because they don't eat but smoke weed instead. That's how you become beautiful. You can eat once a day! Vegetables stricktly!!! Fucking ludacris idiots.. Some fool...

Blessed love I was borned 18 of april 1985..

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 Today is the 18nth of August 2021 n I'm going home in 30 minutes πŸ˜ƒ. I'm so greatful and thankful to God n InI ❤❤🀍. I will be able to fix my apartment, just how I want it. N mi luv it πŸ’‹πŸ’―. I am a πŸ’£. Ready to expload at any time, so dem fraid a mi. Fo fool dem. If u no mess with mi mi nah guh touch u. InI ave a caretaker yasso named Navid, from Iran. He is borned here in Sweden and he is the most amazing caretaker. He took care of me last summer also, so I told him about Shokryme, so now he listen to him n Kartel at all time :). Yesterday before I go homd, I told him God bless and he responded Jah bless πŸ’™πŸ‘Œ. I love him and he loves me. But I'm with Addi so I will not proceed in any fuckry zeen. So I have refurnished quite alot and it is starting to look very nice πŸ˜€❤. Feel so Nice to not have another person here, telling you what to do. I decide perfectly. But I am not so good with the hammer, but what ever I still could put up the candle horder, even if its not straigh...

Blessed 18 of augusti 2021

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 See time fly away, but InI always remain.            In the same state of conciousness. There is a new day dem seh, but all that mean is new fuckry others ago gwaan wid zeen. A new day doesn't mean, that I have to change in any way. All thoe my body might decide to go to a different place, in nature. You see I'm blessed. I can do what ever I want to every single day of my life. However, Babylon dem a do anything dem can to stop me from proceeding. That is the truth. I will go get a cup of coffey now. Only problem is that the phone only have 32% and I don't know weh da charga deh zeen... The barrety capability of Samsung is really much better than on Iphone. Over all and everything is much better than on IPhones. Jason aka Shokryme is my crush, who just like mi other crush Haval and Vybz Kartel is locked up! Mi affi deal with that fuckry also. All summer I've been locked up. Last summer too!! Pussyclaat poor likkle eediot swedes! I mean if I was sick i...

My blessed morning ritual 🦁

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   Ago mek InI coffey now. Put in the Lyft Ice Cool, when I woke up. I would also have to put on some clothes, because its cold now! This is the WONDERFUL music I found!!! Spiritual nuh fuk. Blessed Mix. InI too too love this type of music the most! This is the exakt sounds InI love to hear. A life without music, is NO life!  God have made every different sound, so music is spiritually great. I don't understand what the muslims are doing. Forbidding realness to be listened to and told● Pussycleet fo fool.   Following a man made text! Living in hate and under man made laws! InI follow God ONLY! Nothing else... Plus the realness is inside of every man, they just have to look inside and hear the truth, which is RastafarI n God!!! Beautiful πŸ‡§πŸ‡΄

YOOO I'M AMAZING, SWEAR TO GOD!

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  I have moved the entire bed by my self and JahJah. He is everyting InI need fi great. I'm faithful to him caah widout him I woΓΊld never have survived this shit....I am a King King King with the help of Jah inside a mi :) InI reward a vegetarian pizza (L)

New day new problems!

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  I refuse to eat "medicine", because I'm not sick in any way! Bloodclaat  I have a meating with a new doctor in tree minutes..  I've been granted permission to leave now, untill dinner tomorrow afternoon ☆ and I havent ate any medicine this morning and I told them I dont want the morning medicine non at all πŸ˜€ so the doctor took that away,  to the nighttime istead. Thank you Jah, mi luv yuh... Dem man deh too too worry dem head bout ntn really. What ever I will do one online now and just share it here on myb blog but I don't know how u can interact zeen... I'm going home, after this cup of coffey πŸ™ƒπŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒπŸ₯°πŸ˜‡ https://studio.youtube.com/video/sXNVbbIZSgA/livestreaming Yes I, I'm vaccuming right now and me a dweet good, so you can listen to the same album like me, because it is great. I love the tune I never ment to give you mushrooms girl. Heard it alot when I was a teenager.... I love Marshall I love this song :) one love man InI love this one baad The trac...

Ella inlove baad. Singing in Swedish.

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 The songs are great and I could sing it, with no rehersal. InI just go with the flow, so to speak πŸ˜‰. I really Really love Andereas, my Addi πŸ₯° InI too too love Darin, in this video.... πŸ‘„πŸ‘„πŸ‘„❤  I nI first heard this song at a bar I went to, some days after my Man died, so I just cried and felt bad vibes of this song. But now Andereas sent it to me and I made a video, to my Habibi, so ting criss zeen. We both Christian in a Rastafarian way and view. So we good man πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’―✌🏼. InI did sent Addi the videos, so I got this in return πŸ₯°πŸ˜‡ This Morning when I woke up Addi sent me this song! He is so romantic, that he makes me cry out of happiness. This is some Romeo and Juliett or Bonnie and Clyde shit :P. Lol.. He loves music and I love that too.  We are the same, in every way I know.  But he is half greek, as if it could be any better!  God, thank you for making us meet. Snipp, snapp, slut. SΓ₯ var sagan slut. He is even taller than me. Most guys I've been with are...