Living InI dream 🥰😃

Very nice porridge... See the strawberries come from Spain and they wasn't ecologicaly grown, so sure I hessitated about buying them. But obviously I did, because they smelled so wonderful. They had blueberries right next to them, but they didn't smell anything, so I put them away again. I know that things produced in the european union follow some types of rules anyway and really poisonuss things are forbidden. (Notice that I did not use cow milk, but peamilk and some oat-cream. Because there is iron in the fiberoats, flaxseeds and sesame seeds) So I ate them with C-vitamin, so that my body better could absorb the iron) Understand that it is an absolute enjoyment to walk through the fruit and vegetable Isle 😃.  I mean they have natural flavours, smells, vitamins and colours. So I get happier when I'm there... Then I see the rest of the store and vex. It is almost without nutrients, in canned or produced goods and I feel horrible walking past the fridge with me...

Finished eating breakfast around 7. I'm eating way more than I'm used to,  even than when I was working out.  Well for starters I lived on much less money then, so buying vegetables and things to make the food that I ate taste better, was not a priority.      Back then I focused on getting protein, to build musscles. But I ate 1 or 2 fruits every day still and only vegetarian food during that period, and I drank proteinshakes, same time. So I became stronger than most other girls, when I lived, during that period of time.  I weighed 71 at most= 156,5 pounds.  My starting weight was 61kg=134,48 pounds.  So most call me underweight here normally, crazy since I eat all the time. In Jamaica I am concidered to have a normal weight. A majority of them is skinnier than me...  As I been growing up. I never ate more than two sandwiches at the time and I have not been eating desserts, most of my weeks. That is quite interesting, because ove...

I mean if I myself would read how someone thanked God all the time and was happy. I wouldn't be interested in continuing. God, I don't even know what type of language I want to talk. Or who I want to write for? It's been for me myself, that I have been writing, since I learned how to put my thoughts on a paper. But I know of so many people now, that are thinking in an unfavorable way. And since I have done that too for too many years and lived through absolute hell, it seems to be destined that I should help others. All thoe it would take more than one individual to solve the world crisis u zeet hehehe.. (I just laughed at the way I am expressing myself) But u kno, my own thoughts and mind, are all over the place. I'm just like that. I realize why others discuss one subject at a time, but that seems strange to me. Whatever, I must top up my internet. Since it's not time, for living in the same way that I'm used to. I mean I normally am spontaniouse and do anyth...

Wow, look at the amazingness of reality... It all, is so very perfect. Thank God. This tasted nice, all when it was cooked in the micro and it was very cheap 🙂. Spinage and cheese lasagne.. I eat with my mouth, so no need to put it in the oven... I can't believe them that live to impress others or themself. I marvel at what is... Done with the washing and I am too tierd, so I'm resting and writing 😀. I don't understand them that drink or do drugs. I've done that too but it's not only unecessery and destructive, there is another more beneficial way to spend your life. Enjoying every day and praising reality... Imagine being happy all the time and loving life, just how it is. Not hurting anywhere...    I honestly didn't think that was possible, when I was young. Then I thought that life became more fun and better, when you drank, and fixed yourself etc and followed everybody else... I didn't even question others behaviours. Because normal was the...

One evening, when I was 31 years old I was walking to the store, to buy some tobacco.  It was not possible for me to take the buss, from my busstop in the dark. Because it had no lights at all. And when I shined with my phone, the busses still passed me, since they didn't see I was a human. So I got fed up with trying and decided to walk. Then I saw a fence and started to record myself, talking Patois. I had fake nails, painted like the Jamaican flag.. Haha. Why??   Anyway, or should I say anywaaey😋     See Cassava Piece is very pretty, especially that bridge and the grafitti-painting, that was there pan di wall the summer of 2011. I took a picture of it, but unfortunately technology lost about 1000 pictures I have taken in Jamaica 😪😴. Remember how I walked on Mannings Hill Rd, from Havendale, to Cassava. Since I volontaired at Help Jamaica, some days :P.. As I was walking there, I started to sing the song above with Movado. I walked past Gaza and I really s...

One thought I had earlier was that this green colour look really good. so I started to wonder why they paint hospital rooms white. Since you just lay there for a long long time, so wouldn't it be smarter to paint the walls in some type of colour? To stimulate a reccovery and make the patient feel better? I thought about a lot of things before I fell asleep, but I should drink n eat my fika now.  I love surten ways of Gs, like the way they pree. "mi head hotta than a microwave" 🤣. But mi cyaa stand dem ways inna real lyfe, again, hehehe..   It is not my fault, that this is like the cutest thing ever... Lyrics maad 😄. I love when men put on a realistic show...   I will walk past a gas-station called something like st1? No it wasn't that but something similar and I think that they had that type of station in Jamaica same way, it looked yellow anyway...  Addi Addi Addi 😃. I mean he is an artist God damn it, so of course he will gwaan.. But it's not many that ap...

Efter frukosten, blev det lite vatten och blåbärssoppa 😀. Minns inte vad den där blomman heter, men den behöver inte vattnas så ofta och jag har haft den ståendes en bra bit in i rummet förut, utan problem. En klasskompis på högstadiet, blev faktiskt florist. Så jag kanske kan kontakta henne. För jag älskar växter.. Hyacinten luktar ljuvligt 🤩😍... Nu äter jag, går och kollar tvättid, sen fattar jag beslut därifrån :P. Det fanns tid nu (mellan 9-11), men jag orkar inte stressa. Speciellt inte eftersom jag måste promenera i över en halvtimme idag. Så jag bokade imorgon mellan 11 och 15, istället 😀 Det blir ju en väldig oreda på köksbänken, varje gång man lagar mat. Det var faktiskt en utav anledningarna till att jag inte alltid orkade laga mat förr. Men om du inte äter blir du ännu tröttare. Tycker ändå att det har varit spännande att hitta en balansgång där 🙂. Skulle kunna sitta här hela "dan" och lukta på blommorna 😀. Men det går inte 😋     I ...

Igår kväll planerade jag hur jag skulle gå till Lidl, för att köpa något idag. Skrev upp det i kalendern, så jag kommer ju komma ihåg det. Men det är inte så akut. Jag behöver egentligen inte något, men Lidl har en grej att om du handlat för över 500, så får du någon gratis sak. Kunde välja mellan en lime, wienerbröd och sesamkakor denna gång. Sen har dom faktiskt billigare mat. Tex skulle jag få köpa fairtrade bananer 20% billigare i två dagar till och 20% billigare mandariner om några dagar. Det vore i för sig gott med banan"glass", (att mixa banan med kokosmjölk och frysa in det) Men jag känner mig inte pigg nu.  Tänkte också att jag måste köpa en semla på ett café, för Coop hade inte färdiga sist jag var där. Cafet fanns 15 minuter bort... Sen stod det att sjukhuset bara var 30 minuters gångväg bort, så det skulle kanske fungera att gå dit. Vid förlossningen. Men jag ska till barnmorskan imorgon och jag borde boka tvätt tid, så jag vet inte vad jag orkar med. Kanske är du...