mmm 😃 good night
Very nice porridge... See the strawberries come from Spain and they wasn't ecologicaly grown, so sure I hessitated about buying them. But obviously I did, because they smelled so wonderful. They had blueberries right next to them, but they didn't smell anything, so I put them away again. I know that things produced in the european union follow some types of rules anyway and really poisonuss things are forbidden.
(Notice that I did not use cow milk, but peamilk and some oat-cream. Because there is iron in the fiberoats, flaxseeds and sesame seeds) So I ate them with C-vitamin, so that my body better could absorb the iron)
Understand that it is an absolute enjoyment to walk through the fruit and vegetable Isle 😃. I mean they have natural flavours, smells, vitamins and colours. So I get happier when I'm there... Then I see the rest of the store and vex. It is almost without nutrients, in canned or produced goods and I feel horrible walking past the fridge with meat 😴. I mean nowdays I just focus on something else, but there was a time in my twenties. When I had to hold my hands, beside my eyes, as I was walking past it. But since my brain knew what was there, puke came up my throat anyway :S. So selfish people, without proper thoughts. Finished products have less vitamins, than the real deal..So you are moving around in circles, creating problems for yourself and everybody else. Sickness comes from living unnatural. Oh are people who could go to a doctor blessed? It is better to eat natural and never get sick!
I could not understand what type of evil and braindead humans, that would kill somebody helpless and cut him up. It's like crazy. Because one of the first things God told men, was: do NOT kill.
But people always tend to take the easier way out. They live to be comfortable and me too. That is the reason why I was a vegetarian for 16 years. Since it taste better for real, make you more alert and you can eat it in it's natural form. No need for cooking. I also realized that most things that are cooked, loose it's vitamins.
You know the reasons why I've been eating meat some times, when I've been pregnant? At first it was because I had no possibility, to buy proper vegetarian food. I mean in Kingston, Spanish Town, Ocho Rios, Mandeville, Montego Bay and Negril the grocery stores have some vegetarian. And I guess people cook iTal, in most places really. But you see the vegetarian options are much more plenty in Sweden. I mean I have no idea what to do with Calaloo and Jamaican vegetables, because we here in Sweden don't really cook with them. We have sweet pepper, thyme, coconut milk, scallion etc. But I don't usually use it. Over there they have some type of root-fruit and things, that I never seen before. So how di bloodclaat am I supposed to know what to do with them? Plus up in the mountains, they don't really have any of this real type of food 😮💨. So I was forced to eat chicken 😭. Even the potatoe, is not normal. Because they say that it is Irish potatoe 😔.
And it is such a strife to cook without water and electricity 😮💨. Mi naah do dat, especially not when the temperature is boiling hot!
Blää..🥵 But big up, those who can manage. I couldn't even stand up, when my body started to live in starvation mode.. Give thanks for Matthew.
Why wouldn't Jamaica grow it's own potatoes? Ok say it doesn't work there. But I've ate Swedish potatoes all my life. It grows everywhere...
Another issue was that completely normal food, that is infact very cheap. Was sold expensive in Jamaica. Like pesto or finished vegan products. Ok I understand that you import those items and must raise the price. But how crazy isn't it that Jamaica don't sell it's own fruits and groceries in the stores? I mean in the supermarkets they have American products! That's so stupid, instead of hire Jamaicans, to produce Jamaican food. You import it 🤢. When the island have PLENTY of unemployed! In which way is that smart?
Most of the items you can buy there is made in China or some other country! They have a few places that sell wood that has been carved in Jamaica and that's great. Why would I travel to Jamaica wishing to buy items produced in another country? KSMT.
I bought this towell in Montego Bay, but it's been produced in China 🥵. I have no idea, but you must have some type of something to make clothes from? Yes we have alot of products made in China here too, but with everything I of course buy the local alternative, if possible. So that I don't have to pay for an item that has been brought here, by putting poison in my surroundings 🤕.
Because I wish to breath fresh air and live forever more. Healthy.
Oh that too. It is soo much traffic in JA, without regulations. My dream about walking around the entire island seemes kind of impossible. Because they don't have sidewalks or lights, standing by the roads. Most drivers there are selfish and don't follow rules 😔. Even when Jamaica, gets dark in the afternoon! A crazy place indeed.
Yea, but then I sometimes continued to eat meat. When I came back to Sweden too. Because of the fact that I don't want them to take my baby. Sure some Swedes understand that vegetarian food is more healthy. But old people, working for the government, have been thought that you need meat to survive. Then it's also easier to gain weight eating meat, so I figured that the baby will probably gain back weight sooner after birth, if I eat it... (My old daughter, didn't get back the grammes she lost. Because I didn't have the possibility to eat, plenty of vegetarian food)..
Also I've been too tierd to cook real food, this time around. Been low in iron and the midwifes and doctors say that it's much easier, for the body to absorb iron from meat than plants. But now I know, that I had more iron in my blood last pregnancy. When I ate vegetarian/vegan and Niferex. Than this time, when I've been eating meat and Niferex.
U zeet...
Mmmmmmm 💙. What a nice breakfast 😍.
100 grammes of Dark Chocolate, have 11.9 mg of iron 🙂 and have less fat and sugar than other chocolate... I think that the numbness in my bodyparts, is because I have too much Hb in my blood. I'm no doctor so I don't know, but I figure that since my body pump around twice as much blood as it normally does, that could be one reason why I'm not feeling normal at all...
How could I ever have concidered vegetables and fruit, to be expensive luxury and rather put my money on cigarettes, that go up in smoke?
When a package of cigg, have costed like 56 kr? Say that a package of strawberries cost half and they actually give your body the nutrients it's craving, in order to be happy.
It is not ok, to use a substance, in order to escape from reality. Because that's not possible, for starters. A bigg waste of money, in real life... Can't believe how much money that I've smoked up! 🤧
This artist named Adijah 'Woops' Palmer
and he is the best one in the world.
I want the last pancakes,
before I walk to the store :)...
I have some problems thoe. Because I don't want to buy a bag of soil, plus that's too heavy to carry home. At the moment. And unfortunately it is snow outside, so I can't go out and collect some earth. God gave me. This flower needs it, so I could get ridd of the plastic. Having it looking more nice 🙂.
Sorry about the flash. I am waay to tierd, to even walk outside. And I need to wash the floors and take care of my flowers 😊.
Suh Jah kno wah aguh gwaan 🥰
Need fi check my payed bills n count.
Probably pay the crazy credit, same way! Baa
The sunlight, tell me to go outside. But my body tell me to go sleep.. The baby could be born at any moment now and two times in the last 10 minutes, I've had to shout Aaj... My arms and thies are numb and I can't ******* see, at times... So God alone knows what to do...
Time for reflection...
InI decided to walk, in the sunshine.
So I get Dvitamin and health benefits. Eeh.
That 1 store didn't even have soil and I couldn't bother going to the next one closer to my home (so God told me not to buy it).. I'll eat this, then sleep a bit, mi feel fi real.
Give thanks. Slept one hour and I'm oh so hungry now, but I'm drinking. My lipps are so dry that they are hurting... The song above was ok, untill the girl started to sound. To me, it sounds like a cat being strangled.
See, it is wonderful that we in this country could walk to the store, all day. The opening hours, is from like 9 in the morning untill 10 in the evening. Of course that's depend on where you live. Some stores even open at 7.30 am and close at 11 pm. That is very convenient. In the smaller cities in Jamaica shops could open at 10 and close at 7 and in some places it's even closed on sundays. Say that you want time of, but why don't you hire somebody with the possibility to work then?
I bought the soil last night, because it just weighed like 4 kilos and costed=in swedish we say kostade, I added the ed to get the past tense form. It was cheap, like 30kr. But I wasn't able to use it. Because walking to the store twice in a day, made me tierd.
That is really the benefit about working out and living activly. Because then, even I could walk everywhere. Several times a day, without feeling tierd.
Yes, then I slept for some hours. Because I decided it would be smarter to do that. I never did everything I wanted today, but I'll do that later when I wake up back. I'm quite aware that an American would say, wake up again. But in Jamaica, you can say wake up back 😀.
See here in Sweden we don't really have vermin, inside. Especially not now.
In August, it is better if you take away every bit of food directly, because then we could get all types of buggs...
Yeah, at 3 am I realized that the best thing I could do, as I woke up, was to eat :). I added oliver and Pesto to the sallad. And man pesto taste better when you mix it yourself.
Now the time is 4.40 and I would love to eat something. Because nowdays, a sallad this little don't make me full... (I forgot to bring a reusable fruit bag, one time I bought fruit, but that bag, works perfectly to keep the sallad moist) I don't like to throw away things...
The app say 2 days today. The midwife say 4 days. But most women in Sweden gives birth after the Due Date anyway.. I've been feeling it hurting, as if it would be time, for maby 3 weeks.. As I walk outside, the pressure is a constant tention. In my uterus.
Ultima vez, when I gave birth I had braids, not rastabraids like a girl but lines like Busy, when he had them thin. So they all juged me and thought I would be some kind of criminal. People are absolutely crazy judging a book by it's cover.
Nu ska jag sova= Now shall I sleep
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