Confirming my own opinions

Honestly, I'm trying to show that there is absolutely nothing wrong with reality. 

Why would anybody show something fake?

Can't believe that some people actually look on celebrities or anybody else. Who in this world is the king, princess etc??

Why do you prefer to look on something that has been altered? Everybody could make reality look 'special'. To me, that's something horrible. Because it is not wise to spend neither time or money, to create something other than reality.

   I mean, it's like you lost contact with yourself, God and facts. That's like horrible. Don't you understand that alot of people are starving? How can you not be concerned about other people, than yourself?

(It's a difference in judging and knowing)

In my personal life, it was in my younger and teenage years. I had "idols". But some adults still look towards others... I don't see the point? God say that you should not have any other "gods" than 'im. He explains in several different ways, why you should not crave assets. I don't necesserily trust what I've read in the bible. But I'm sure of what I've realized in life.

I mean there is some people who call themself J.Lo and Beyonce. Ella Ella. Recently I acidentily stumbled upon a video, that Jennifer had recorded,  when she was putting on makeup :/. (That is something me and I did as a teenager, as somebody who could not see the entire picture)... What's so horrible about that is that most other people admiringly appriciate fakeness. Hehe. 

   I remember that song she did with JaRule, singing; I'm reeeal. (A boring song) I don't know her, so I have no idea about how she is as a person. I've just seen the earlier videos and songs she made and absolutely nothing, is real about her. She have tons of make up. Bleached hair. Dresses in outfits, that change her appearance. Wishing to live a "luxury" lifestyle. Poor people. So I can't see anything real about her. Sorry. I liked the way Ben Afflec or whats his name, looked when I was young, but now since he's with J. I view him as somebody just as fake...

Then that bitch or witch, named Beyonce... KSMT. Have the same problems with her, but she has really taken it way too far. And don't have any soul left. I mean J.Lo is just a money hungry bitch but B seems to be a horrible person too. The last thing I read about her is that she got 24 million, for a one hour show in Dubai.  And I'm not expecting her to give that money to welfare, like a sensible person would. So who would pay 1 kr to see her? 

   I'm not the slightest jelouse but feel really sorry for her. She married like the ugliest man in this world and is raising their daughter to be the same type of idiot, as her parents. All for money and fame.

   I liked Beyonce, when I was an insecure teenager. But now I loathe her. Not because I'm "badmind", but because of the fact that I have a mind. Hate that the phone, now makes me see alot of Beyonce videos on Insta...

I have no idea, what they would do for money. But even if they are just looking for fame, their reference is really dorky. 

See Vybz Kartel, Gage, Shokryme and Bob Marley. Is really pretty and sensible. They are clever, so I don't see a problem with listening to them. 

Nasty, pathetic little girls:

InI am still my own person, so I don't care what anybody else thinks about me. Why would you do anything, with the purpose of getting liked? Why do you have insecurities?

Yea I've met my baby daddy in real life, and he was great. The first months I knew him. The net connection suck nowdays and some people would actually be dishonest. And since I can't know the truth about what a gwaan ova desso, plus have experienced bagga fuckry n gave way more than a normal person would. Mi good man. I don't trust any human. Jason and Adidja are locked up and Ryan lock up himself. So God knows what aguh gwaan. 

A life mash ppl up!!  

Mi no interested in anybody still caah a mi mind decide... Jah kno...

Reality mi seh❣️The reason for any relationship mus be because u gain hapiness,  from eachother. But there is some men that really don't have an idea about how a woman or partnership works. No suprise still. Living amongst dunce and awful girls Suh how comes unuh a provoke it?

Wooyyy 😀. InI just woke up again, now at 12. 

At first I thought about getting a coffee, but after I actually opened the fridge n freezer. So I realized, what I must eat. The last of the Fil have stood there for like a week, so a best me eat it, so it don't spoil. Because animal products, do get old... I should order new food online, because my back is killing me and I have to trim the flowers, wipe some places and do some things.. Aj aj aj 🙃

The carrots how ever, has been in the bottom drawer of my fridge. Probably since December and they are still crispy.  I should mix them with bananas, water and vegetable milk... But IDK what I will prioritize..

   Carrots, potatoes n different types of vegetables that grow under the surfice of the earth, is a common growth in this country= very cheap n almost free...

Lata mi fi nyaam n lisn music nuh. Bless

 

Kurt Cobain was, so beautiful. You could also tell that he is a great man by listening to his lyrics. He never sold out, from what I've seen.. Haha, I have not done much research about him still. But lets say that. See the text that is written, does not always correspond, with what he is saying. I think I understand him bettet, because we obviously stayed in the same place mentally for years.

Wish everybody knew that, It is very simple to be easily amused. As long as you don't consume any type of drug. Coffee is ok still. Make sure to sleep alot and have your basic needs met. Then it is impossible, to not be satisfied.. Colours and thoughts make me happy anyway. 

   I am so sorry about you ending your life. Because you where beautiful and sounded great.. As a teenager I had one of their records, but Hip Hop stole me back then.. Cause I'm di Slim Lady, yes I'm a slim lady. All you others wannabees just equal irrittation..

Plus I thought that Marshall aka Eminem, was so beautiful back then. I remembered only liking youths, like me, with baggy sweatpants during those years 😏. I still like those clothes, both on myself and everybody else. Because it is ugly to expose yourself, especially if you're a girl. 

   That is only ok to do, if you are a Jamaican man. Since they are slim and brown. I don't see any reason to look on others... 

I agree, it is very strange that any woman would try to please her man. And it is crazy that some men thinks that everything he needs to do is to support a female financially, and that someone actually would become happier, as they get gifts... Sex is not important. Communication and time is. 

In the longest relationship I had, we where together most days and nights. Almost everything in life, we did as a couple.. I don't have a need to live like that. I love to be alone, thinking. But anything that your partner need, in order to be happy, is what you should be concerned about. Woman and man are supposed to work together.

I'll love you forever Ravi

Somebody that consider himself the head of the houshold, breadwinner and have this false idea about what it mean to be a man. Is soo, not interesting to have.. What type of century are you living in? Over here a woman have the exact same rights to become a minister, cheif, player or what ever she wishes to! A man could become anything a girl could be also. There is no difference. You are the exact same being, no matter what country you come from! How crazy isn't it to depend on another person?

Yesterday I heard that the Swedish government will send 20 million krowns, to help in Turkey. When the accident happened we sent 10 million. That is alot of money man. Good you act in reality.

Football, Socker or any type of sports is so stupid. Running around, chasing a ball, copying headless chicken. Is nothing but stupid. Meaningless acrivities are pointless. Movies, tv and anything in the mainstream media. Is only for braindead people. But that's just my opinion. If you find comfort in looking on those things gwaan.

I absolutely hate men acting like females, or females behaving like the norm. I don't want a sizzy in my life! I'm only interested in knowing people that are thinking. Sure it would be the best if you both could act also. All thoe I had a couple of relationships, where only I did everything to make oùr life run smoothly. But it's not nice to be living like that, in the long run. If you don't get ANYTHING back. Money is shit but support yourself bloodclaat. Because the relationship will never work out, if both of you doesn't give equally much. Everybody can have different interests and help with different things, but it has to be a question of giving and taking. I'm done being used. Suk yuh ..... Most people are completely braindead:

                    Gage a mi Artist!

Because I'm the REALEST... 

Konshens who?