Living InI dream 🥰😃

Where have you been all my liiiife? I love you untill nothing else matter. Thank you God for my blessing dem... I'm am gonna be your dream Matthew, because you are mine. Who could have thought that I would finally find a hardworking, sensible Rastaman. That loves God and dislike vanity as much as I do? How can it be possible to link up wid a youth weh is a man, on da nex side a Jah Jah globe? Oh we will praise you all our life God. Thank you for everything. Thank you for every second. Mi praise thee. Da name above all names.. InI har samma 'religion' och har likadana åsikter. Här i livet. Sist men inte minst så är han jätte vacker. En smal och lång jamaican, med dreadlocks. Så det kunde inte bli bättre. Visst jag skulle gilla om han lät sina dreads växa ut. Men han jobbar under bilar och människor där vill inte direkt anlita någon med långa dreads. I varjefall inte för hans typer av jobb. Rastas är människor som arbetar för sig själva och Gud, de flesta riktiga...

We celebrate the last of april in Sweden but I think Uppsala have to most celebrations. In the morning students have built boats, with like wood and plastic and sale along the river, when alot of people are standing on the sides celebrating. Then at 3pm people put on their education hat and run down the hill. Then they apparently have a champagne party in town.. But I don't drink, so I don't see why I should attend... In the evening we burn big fires and sing celebrating the spring. I guess we are supposed to eat potatoe and sill etc. I don't really find other people amusing and nobody have contacted me. But I guess I should dress and go to town and buy a sallad. But the weather is cloudy and it's just 12 celcius 🤒. How could I enjoy myself, on the road, during these circumstamses? Jah kno Jag borstade håret och tog på mig jackan. Gillar inte att borsta håret. Dels för att man tappar massor av hår då, sen gillar jag inte hur håret ser ut när man har bor...

I love how 80% of them are fit. Here in Sweden I would think 70% is overweight.. :S That is basically because of what they eat and how they don't live active. But it's hard with that number there because most young people are slim. Because they eat quite good and live naturally. However with the sedetary lifestyle and the horrible food, It's just a matter of time...   InI love how Matthew showed me the amount of bananas in his yard yesterday 😀. I mean he just have to walk outside, or "a door", to find them 🤩. He said that they used to mix the bananas with cocunut milk and eat it like a porridge. Without any oats. He also showed the tree where a big oul lived. And where the hummingbird and woodpeckar lives 🥰. He also showed me his appletree with alot of fruit 🥰. Hahaha I don't know how many times I told him that he lives in paradise! He agrees and is quite aware 😀. Oh bloodclaat, I haven't even mentioned that he have three goats on his yard! He te...

I seriously wonder if these humans are seriouse. Then Gage got me wondering something after his live video on Instagram, this evening. He claimed that he didn't find some peoples videos on Youtube interesting. That led me to think about why some people believe that others would want fame or recognizion? I mean I have done alot of videos, but that is for my own sake. Many of them were made simply because I didn't have the energy to go out or do anything else. I shared what I think, because I wanted to express myself. Why would I want anyone elses likes or comments? Who cares how many views a video get? I don't really keep friends, because that's a waste of time. I do what InI want and finally I've found a man that deserve my time... Today I have ate alot. Vegetarian. That led me to fall asleep during the day. Food do not give me energy. I just boiled pasta, when it was almost done I put in some frozen broccoli. I fried some soy...

Visst de flesta jag varit runt har kunnat köpa vatten och lite mat att äta, en gång om dagen. Men det är ju inte som att de kan köpa kläder och saker, de kan tänkas behöva. Men det är inte alla som är utan jobb. Jag har bott med min vän Stephen, som arbetar på banken. Hemma hos hans föräldrar, som hade ett tvåvåningshus i ett inhägnat område i Kingston. De hade flera bilar, hund och en housekeeper, som lagade mat till dom osv. De hade varmvatten i duschen och kunde gå ut på dyrare restauranger. Jag har också bott hos Richard i några dagar, i ett medelklass område i Kingston. Men när jag var där fanns det inget vatten i kranarna, utan jag fick duscha med regnvatten de samlat ihop. Det är varmt i JA så man behöver duscha varje dag. I Spanishtown huset där min svärmor bodde fanns det alltid vatten, men det var iskallt. Så känns det varjefall när man duschar.  De flesta har kallvatten hemma, men det är jätte mycket klor i det. Så jag kände mig sjuk när jag drack det. Det är därför Jama...

Visst man kan vara en super ambitiös vegan. Men jag har svårt att se nyttan med det. Jag har inte en sån där maskin för att göra zucchini pasta, men jag har zucchini och knivar 😋. Hon hade många redskap att dela grönsakerna på olika sätt, jag har min mixer och vitlökspress... Men helt allmänt så tycker jag att det blir alldeles för mycket disk. Sen så tycker jag att det tar alldeles för mycket tid att hålla på sådär. Visst det blir godare och nyttigare att göra peston själv, än att köpa den färdig. Men jag anser att man snarare ska äta så kallade Monomeals. Det är när man äter en gröda i taget. Visst jag kan göra sallader ibland, och gröt med banan eller bär. Men jag älskar att äta tex en morot eller stekt Zucchini, Aubergine etc med bara vitlök. Jag anser att ju mer naturligt man håller det desto bättre. Helt sjukt att lägga mer än 25 minuter på att laga mat.. Jag älskar att äta helt naturliga grönsaker och det går fort. Tänk er att man helt naturligt hittar ett äppelträd, förr i t...

I was contemplating where to go, because I wanted to go outside. Thought about going to the forest, but I have been walking this area every day for weeks. I also felt hungry, So I decided to walk to town and eat something. As I reached the second busstop I thought about taking the buss because it would be faster. But then I looked over the field of grass and started walking. Because I love to move. I remember someone, some days ago, asking me how much time it would take to walk to the center. So I looked on the clock, it was 14,20. I reached there at 15,05... But I stopped at places taking pictures and talking to a youth.  I have walked to the city many times, but I never took the time. I don't live my life using time very often. Sure I could look on the clock, when it's all dark outside and see that I probably should go to bed. But I'm not ruled by anything but the doctor telling me to meet him every second month 🤮. Oh he also tells me I have to go to a nurse and talk on...