So tonight I dreamt

That means I was in Jamaica, once again. The year was 2008. I was, living on Highfield close. In Spain?But it was 15 years ago, so I might have forgotten the streetname. Yea, we where sitting next door. Pan di endz, chilling. Then the police arrived, and the problem with that is that the Jamaican police are crazy. They follow their own law, so I went inside. It was pitch black, because it was like 10 pm. In Jamaica, it gets dark by 7 pm, So it was very dark. we turned of the lights. So that we could see, in the darkness. I didn't want to wake up, because I was at home. My cousins, live in that, same house, now. With stone floors. But it is a bit uptown, so I never worried and the police went home. So I went back out, asking my friends, what had happened? So they told me that the police, had taken their weed. I mean, they had a little shop. But the buns,Tropical Riddim, Magnum etc is legal. So they only took, the weed. The only food my friends could afford to eat. That mean, that the Jamaican constabulary force, is a bag of pussies. My first husband had a dad yea, but when he was a teenager. The police shot him dead. Because he was walking in the streets. That was a problem, since it was evening and since he was just 18 and had a daddy. That wirked at the police station. They shot him dead. Instead of driving him home. Then 2023, the Jamaican police, actually made my somebody cut off his dreadlocks. They took his children, in order to starve and beat them. So M took them back. But since they had to hide, he can not support them. So he was forced to return them. And go back to his hide out. He had to do that, because he reccorded the Jamaican police officer. That treatened to kill him. Now you disselusional people, tell me. Why is Babylon good? In what way do they help you? If they do help you, in any way. That means, that you are a traitor. A person that have left God and live for the devil. But maby my English capabilities, are not good enough for you? I mean, how could you trust me. That is lacking in experience? KSMT. What a fast song :/.. It don't sound good. Seysoh, mi waah u go back a Kidlane. Show da real settings :D. Rema a di beautifullest place in Jamaica, I swear... LLLL El.. .

The best lyricist.But mi no luv good tune.

I love you Kez Rasta.. I wanna shower and they have hot water and gave me soap. However I want conditioner, becausr if I don't use that I will get dreadlocks..

Buffy a mi bredda, cousin, family n best friend. Forever.. The mount of days we spent together n di mount of spliff him built fi we. Make me love him. He is very good and kind..

This was 2011, on Highfield close in Spanishtown Jamaica, There I was in my dream. A cum back eryrime, wah u feel? Deah pan di gullyside sound right bout right, thoe?

Eleonor @ 5am. Mi Brawling, a dat Jason seh uzimi?

Haha. Well Ravis heart flatlined a hundred times, untill I one day didn't save him.(the police didn't let me in) So yes, Babylon killed him too. N you sit there, like a question mark, asking what is happening. I've seen this scam ä, a very long time. So you're not selfish. U made other persons hear your song. I asked for coffee and they said in 10 minutes, ring on the alarm again then. I need it, because I want to shower. Tooo bad I have to stand up.. Mmm, something that sounds good and perfect.. ONE LOVE.

Loce him. : Ryan Douglas, coffee time 6 am zeen.

I can barely see what I'm writing, because I haven't woke up yet.. They gave me one Propavan last night, to try and make me sleep again, I mean 12 hours sleeping. Yesterday was not enough. Because the doctor decide that I need to sleep more hours. Since I'm too fast for them. Now which idiot thinks, that the doctor know more about my health. Than I do?? Even the caretaker that gave me the medicin, laughed at the doctor. But she is just doing her job, like the other girl, that gave me more medicin. They are trying to get me drugged down. Because they don't want anyone to be better than them. I acctualy told the supreme doctor that I could do everything better than anyone. That made her laugh, thinking that I was desilutional. I could write several books, in the time it takes you to cook a meal. But you don't want to hear that. The truth. Because you suffer from an inferiority complex. So hold your hands infront of your ears, all you want. You better close your eyelids also. And kibbah yuh mouth, because nothing but shit, comes out of it. You look like a monkey, that neither sees, heard or talk.So better you cover your face with that picture. Found a picture for you..

My King sing so sweet (L). Vybz Kartel is di Don a dis world uzimi? KSMT. Your teeth has holes in it, from yoy eat bare sugar. Adidjah Palmer, have the prettiest body on this earth. Because he is my brother. Same dad, just different mothers still. A so we look a little different :D. I can't see what I'm writing. It was my fault, because I told them to give me Propavan. I knew that that was going to make me feeling drozy all day. But the doctor wanted me to sleep, all thoe I wished to be awake. So I asked for more medicin, so that I could be able to sleep again.. Now I can't see, it is just my fingers remembering where the letters are, that I have tobpress. I only ser on a distance now. Me and that nurse haf a nice time, I know her from last summer.. She said that it would be best if we followed the doctors reccomendations. So last night I ate; two Lithium, one Propavan and one ...? I don't know the name, but the nurse soon come with my morning medication. And I better eat it, because they tell the doctor wether or not I do.. Two make doctors came to my room yesterday and said I will leave this place today. But it's no hot them, in charge.. I will have to talk to the female boss doctor, in order to be released :S. She just keep me here, because she thinks that I am funny and interesting to study :/. And this is what your money goes to :/.. Then I, who never would hurt a fly, I eould have to pay them even mote. To keep this circus going :(. Because if I don't, the tax man would come to my yaard and take my tv and computer . Jesus Christ. Tune. Mi a di darkest eva swear.. King n u deven zeet yet ❤♥♣

Look what they have done! They took 7 tubes with my blood. Simply because they are interested in me and want to investigate. You are the one working, getting salary. Yet the government, take 32% of your income! You think that is helping you to live a better life? Quiete the opisite.. But ohh no it is better that people have worthless jobs to do and waste their life in? Because then they could buy worthless products and put on a fake smile. Jesus Christ Jah RastafarI. My man, from the first time mi see yuh.. Mi waah gi u. Ave u all time right beside mE. I man dead.. Di babydaddy gone same way. Police kill dem. U too r weh u deh now again? Sorry dem take yuh. We was two yards apart Swear.. So mi gone a Mountain View u zeet? Cyaa badda wid di bagga Gaza ppl u kno. A u mi seh nobaddy nex, not even Sean Storm, him very cute thoe.. God damn it, tree little nurses just entered my room. They wanted to give me more pills. So I told them that mi nah go eat no more medication. I told them that my vision is blurry now, thanks to Propavan. And that I don't need no more, because I sleep like a God. Yesterday I slept both night and day. But they didn't understand what I said, so they told me they wanted to give me some antipsycotic medication! So I said I ate that and Lithium yesterday and it was because of that I slept all day also! But no, you ate Propavan. Yes I asked for that because I couldn't sleep more and you wanted me to sleep! I want to talk to the "supreme" doctor. I will not eat that. So they said that they where going to tell her that I refused to eat my medication! How in this world could you live in these society, full of chicken.. Thank God for pretty men that sing beautiful songs.. But Shawn is currently serving 25 tears, for a murder, he did not commit! Mirda dem Rasclaat. The prettiest man in this world. That is it. 2 more year before they erase their stupid dot! I am not fast. I know what I'm doing and it is easier, than brushing your teeth. But since you are so unintelligent I could talk in slowmo, and become a idiot, just like you. Do you honestly think that it is hard, to walk up straight or holding a "normal" conversation? Of course I could do that, in order to fool the fools. But I am not stupid, in reality. I must just pretend to be that, in this type of reality. So that I could sit down, watching you running around. Oh, you know they looked in their papers and claimed, that I have been awakr since two AM. Well my brain overpowered the pill then, so I woke up. Like every normal person would. I am not lying when I tell you that they write up everything, they see me do. I told the doctor that I've been sleeping all the time. Then she said no you have been walking. Yea I walked twice to the painting room! Then a caretaker told me that I have determined steps. If I want to do something I do it, without any problem. However I don't do much, simply because things don't interest me. Now Buffy woke, so I could chat to him. I don't want to eat breakfast, could drink one more coffee still. But no I want to shower first, but they don't have a chair in the shower and I'm to tierd to stand. Jesus Christ. I just rang the alarm, because I want a chair and a coffee... Hahaha So the nurse that came here now, took out the muggs and plates I had on this table beside me. I asked for a chair, in the shower. But she said that I shouldn't shower to this afternoon. I will stop seeing blurry when I breath deep and stand up. It's justvthat I don't have the right amount if coffein and nicotine, in my body yet. I pity them that thinks that you need food, in order to live your life in an healthy way. If you eat, you become hungry and keep on running in circles. That is a fact of this reality. Yet you don't believe me, and sit with your self-righteous ass down. Upside down. A bare dirt and shit you see. Poor you. So I asked them for Shampoo and Conditioner. So she said definetly and walked away.. So mi deah finish my coffee now.

He have a scar, just like me. The only difference is that he worked out his belly more. I never did that alot, because I don't want abs. Leggs I was strong in thoe. Could push more than twice my weight, easily before. But the last 15 years other people have decided that I'm grounded. So I'm just allowed to be inside my apartment or locked up. You realized the truth yet?? Mi a wait. Eminem and dem artist. But all of us are wrighters, because we love to make sence of your nonsence. We have to live in your narrative uzimi? Love this tune.. Since I was a baby still. All grown now, waiting on my thrid cup of coffeeee... I smell great, but I don't have any deodorant. So should I ask if they have it? No, in that case they eould give me one eith Alumina. And I don't put metals and drugs in my body. So I shall go natural and smell how God created me to smell. RastafarI Jehova. Jah. Haha a caretaker, just came to my room. So I explained why she should bring me my food here. Then I asked for sometging to drink. So she asked if I wanted lemonade and I said yes. You just have to pretend to be nice, in order to get anything you want. She just vame with a whole jug with pearlemonade  :). Then she said ooh no, you don't have a cup? So I told her no you guys took it away. You don't hear that we are singing the exact same song? Haha Rhyno did cute when him did dis ya tune still... I think that Vybz Kartel was the one that made him famouse at all. I think that he come from Spanish Town still, but mabe he is in America now still? I don't know. Didn't chat to him in a long long wile.. Probably like ten years.

Food now. The food was fine. It was vegan, but I don't follow any diet. I eat what I want to eat, when I wish to eat it. Simple. But not for these people that live on a scedual and calender. Me I want nicotine after this bread. This song is good, but with all respect Whitney. Why you though, like a stupid girl thinks? Why where you a victim? Why you didn't leave? I mean tgis is the right mouth writing. Because I tried and tried for seven years. But then I left, so he died. That was the best thing that could ever happened. Because if it wouldn't have happened, we both would have shared needles and probably died. Like both of you did. He is very beautiful and funnie. He was the best man I ever had... He could do everything, even better than the rest of them can. He did not badmind anybody. As a matter of fact, Ravi always helped the poor. He gave them somewhere to sleep, food to eat a shower and whatever. He was great, do it doesm't mean shitbto me when people who never even spent one day with Ravi, have opinions about him. They say that he was a badman that beat me. But that's not true. He was a great man, that unfortunately got run ober by a BUSS. So he had to eat heavy medecins, to distract him from his pain! I feel so sorry for him, untill this day. Because without Ravi I never would have gotten so much knowledge so fast! He was so wise.. He knew exactly what he was doing. And yes he beat the shit out of me and almost killed me a couple of times. But I miss you and wish to meat u in Heaven some time. That would be so much fun. Can't believe I never seen you with two working leggs. My baby ❤❤. People are so strange, really. It's like they don't live in the same reality, as I do? They think that it is wrong for somebody who used drugs to hit somebody. But when they hit someone, on their legal drugs. Then it's ok all of a sudden? I think I'll rather go and turn into a frogg, so I could jump into the forest and hide under a tree. In that way I could walk barefoot on the ground, be alone and hide. That would be such a great life. Then I wouldn't have to deal with these abusers, that can not use their brains and think.. Pac Pac Pac Puff n Kuff inna battyman head..

The government have captured Emanuella, just as all three of her siblings! :/ Gullyside ❤

My hair is actually very beautiful. Too bad I was locked inside, last summer. That is why it's dark like this.. I would never put colour in it! Whyvthe fuck should I put chemicals in the water and poison the fish I am eating? That is not a smart move. It is a very stupid move of you that eat birds or animals that eat alot of fish, because the poisons aqumilate in their body. That equals you eating poison, since you eat alot of animals that you have poisoned. Not to talk about the air you are poluting with all your exposure. So that make you and your children poisoned. That is the reason for you getting diseases. Not God. You live a sick life infront of the tv, if you're not complaining at work. You don't live healthy, out in the sun. Your parent choose to move from Africa, because they where ashamed of what they had done, plus they thought thatvthey had smart ideas and could build a better future. Look how far that has gotten you? Steppingbin the same wheel, just circulating around and around. This is how I feel. me I that know. But continue with your circus all you want, I'm still not competing. Worldboss is the king. So sit down bitch.. Nice :) Love this baby forevah!