16/2 Week 42. Oh shit.. I'm starting to give birth now

 
I'll go up starting my day now at 06..
No added sugar, to these dates..
No palm oil. 
They are a source of iron. 
Rich in fibers and have alot of pottasium.. 

I'll throw away this shit today.. Bought it for christmas, because the package said it is Gingerbread and plum. But they taste waay to sweet, so I don't like them..

 
Honestly, how can this not be a joke? 
People under 30 should not get children, because they do NOT understand the consequenses of their acctions! She is 19 an have had a heart-attac!

If you are below 30 you have not yet experienced your own life and can not yet plan your economy properly. But waste your life on shit! I have been 20ish and it wasn't untill I became 30, that I started to see the bigger picture and had enough experiences, to be able to make good decusions...

How could ANYBODY give their children candy or icecream, instead of fruit or dried fruits?

This is so stupid, those babies eat more calories,  than pregnant me. I'm soon 38...

Now I'll sleep. So I could wake up and wash.. Acing between my legs.. I would love to fix surtain things, because I have alot of thoughts. But for twentie minutes I'll rest. 
Since I'm 42 weeks pregnant today...

Haha I slept for some hours. Thank you God...
I really dislike that they put salt on the nuts, that taste awful and make your lips sting :(... I feel every emotion/taste and feeling, since I'm not using any type of mind altering substance... Should paint the glas jars I will put the fresh herbs in and go for soil, same suh 
Look how beautiful 殺... It is so very ugly to have the same type of style that could be found in fashion magazines etc. I'm like ashamed of people copying others. Who the *** have decided, over your thoughts? I know from my own life, that it was before my mind could comprehend the complexity of reality. That me to, liked to have things straight and uninteresting. It was before my mind had accomplished a total calmness and understood everything, that I out of simplicity and a trust in other humans mind-capabilities. Looked like everybody else. To me today, it is shameful, to dress or do what other people are doing. Since that would/could be proof of my own stupidity and laziness! JahJah help them
Food so I'm able to go to the landury room and take out the trash. I can not stand up, because it hurts too much... Ooh shit..
I called the child birth and told her... But she said that since I experiense the pain all the time and not in the form of some contractions. I should take painkillers and rest and call back if the pain remains. That I did 20 minutes later and it was very good I went in then, because I was almost wide open zeen.. I started to give birth like 20 minutes after I came and it was soo fast. 1 hour at the childbirth. The time I gave birth 2019, it took all afternoon and night, she was born 9 in the morning and I got there like 3 in the afternoon :/

This I wrote yesterday before I went to the hospital... I really have to wash panties in ten minutes (15)... Because the clean ones is almost done... But maaan it hurts.. Sure it's more extreme at times, so that I have to say aaaj. Jah know I have to plant the herbs in a bigger pot... I dont have to paint it this moment... Thank you God, for the lovely pancakes... I can't take the buss feeling like this, or sure I could. But it would be faster to get there in a cab... If I wash, I dont know if I could take the landury from the machine! She said that I should call back, if the pain don't go away.. And it's worse and worse. But I will wait a while, because now I have to wash my underwear! Bloodclaat
Hell no. I can not stand! Better I collect my toothbrush,hairbrush and deodorant! Aj So I went to the bathroom and these last days my panties have been wet, not because of urine but some orher fluid and now it was blood in it... So they wanted me to come in for a check up... I don't want to give birth in the cab.. And I invisioned this two times. That I would be doing Landuary that I had to leave I've packed everything for the baby weeks ago and I guess I don't really need to carry alot of things for myself. I don't care about the icense and little lights, frm a no meditation or a relaxing time!

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