😀 Good Morning Everybody 💕

As I woke up at 7 something, I went to the kitchen... It was still dark outside but I looked out the window, on the fairly empty parkinglot and saw a puddle of water on the ground. In it you could see the reflections from the lampposts. It was so calm and beautiful.

Then I saw all the plates I'll have to wash and just felt wonderful. Because I know it will be a fast and easy thing to fix :). All people don't even have water. I'm so greatful for the possibilities I have. I will deal with that when I have time.

(The rugg I bought in my twenties for me and my ex husband. Then I gave it to my dead ex and now I have it again :) Most of the plates etc I bought second hand or used for over 10 years :) The only thing new is to clean the plates. But the washing-up liquid my other ex gave me 🤣. He who saves, he has 😀. That's a saying in Swedish, or the words goes= Den som spar, han har..

So for breakfast I drank coffey and ate the other half of the bread I had last night. Then I showered... I am so extremely happy about living here. I mean we have everything you need. Now, I'm not a person that like unessecery shopping or products. As I would have said earlier; Bun Babylon. But it's not that easy. I mean I think it is a complete waste to buy new things, it's much better to use what you have. I love to reuse things. To buy a new product is wasting unecessery resources and poluting this earth even more. You could have used that money to help someone else. ETC. So to me it seems like a completely unessecery thing, to live to buy and sell.

 

The sweater I have on, is my sisters old :).

The t-shirt, leggings, pants and socks. I've had for many many years. I ripped apart my pants, because I was mad and bored. Then I sewed them together, how I wanted it. See, I do not enjoy to look like anybody else. I am the only Eleonor ×××××××, that ever existed. So I do what I want and can to help everybody. That's the purpose of life, 

as I see it.

But some products is actually good to be able to buy :). Like Flux, mouthwash without alcohol but with flouride. And dental floss, because man food get stuck between your teeth and a toothbrush can't get it out. So your gum will become inflamated and start to bleed, (especially if you're pregnant). And that will eventually lead to your teeth dropping out, if you don't do anything about it :/.. Why not prevent the problems that you can? (Smoking also leads to tooth loss)

God created man as an image of him, so humans could actually think. Hahaha. So I no longer see it as a problem to use things with as little sideeffects as possible. There was a time I thought that you shouldn't change anything God have made. But I mean he didn't make cavities etc, that problem humans caused themselves. I ate too much candy, unhealthy snacks n soda, in my teenage years :S

So today I walked to the dentist and he took x-rays on the teeth giving trouble. I followed Google maps to reach their place, since I have just moved here, so I have to learn where things are located. The walk took 15 minutes and if you would have taken a car you could have reached in 4. But I mean then you would have to find a parkinglot, use gas, spend money and would not get any exersise neither. So I don't see the point, in driving.

I ate this, with milk, when I came home. The raspberries that have been in the fridge tasted sour and this jam, don't really have sugar in it. So it wasn't sweet. But the fiber oats is very healthy. I also added a little flaxseeds, for the omega and sesame seeds for health "same way" and a little salt (with iodine). I like that dish more with banana and cinnamon. But you have to eat what you have to eat. Give Thanks. The table is my sisters old..

I really don't want anyone to take me as if I'm bragging. Quite the opposite. I eat really cheap and healthy, compared to other swedes. That's why I want to show a different way. I go against the mainstream. See most people only show the finished results, in an adjusted way. Too fake for me. Of course others feel bad, worse and smaller, when they're not able to see reality.

After my ex died i was not able to get out of bed a while. I became so depressed. So I looked online for easy food to cook etc. And I could see that there really isn't much written about how to get out of a depression...

I have so much to say, but now I have to walk back and fix the teeth that have broke :). I'm sure it's unfortunately gonna cost alot.  But you have to do what you can to make your life better. It do not make any sense to spend your life in pain when you can make a change... "Lata mi a walk back" 🙂

Thank you God!

So they took x-rays, drilled and put on a new filling for 2940 kr. There goes my savings. But it's great that they actually looked and fixed the problem in a real way. Monday I will go back and fix the tooth beside it. Because that one also had lost a filling and is starting to get a hole, in between the two teeth. But that will "only" cost 1310. Fortunately I could pay that at the end of the month, when I get my income. Because in this country we have alot of companies that pay for you, when you can't. And if you pay them back by the end of the month it don't cost anything, probably just like 40kr for them to send the bill in the mail to your home... Also the government give you 300 kr a year, to use at the dentist, if you are over 23. When you are younger than that everything is free to do there.     

    I have not been using dental floss, as often as I should have, maby ten times a year 😁. And the fillings that I lost has been there since I was a teenager= for more than 20 years.

In Sweden it's completely free to get anesthesia, so I did not feel anything. My mouth is still numb. So I'll rest a while. Today I have been walking an hour outside 😃. "Give thanks and praise"... It's free to go to the hospital and borrow crutches if needed. 

And so on...

I wish that everybody could get the same help and a happy life... 

My potatoe was finished, so I ate the fish with shredded carrots, vegetables, beans and remoulade sauce. (Plus the last fish roe, I bought for new years eve). I don't want to eat rice often, because of the arsenic. I ate rice porridge, the other day. I didn't add no salt, too much is not healthy. Think they had salt in the butter I used on the vegetables. The cod fish sticks, I fried in rapseed oil, for the omega. (because white fish don't have it) This meal must have been really cheap :). The grater is my daddys old, he must have bought it 40 years ago. 

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