Blessed 18 of augusti 2021
See time fly away, but InI always remain. In the same state of conciousness.
There is a new day dem seh, but all that mean is new fuckry others ago gwaan wid zeen.
A new day doesn't mean, that I have to change in any way. All thoe my body might decide to go to a different place, in nature. You see I'm blessed. I can do what ever I want to every single day of my life.
However, Babylon dem a do anything dem can to stop me from proceeding. That is the truth. I will go get a cup of coffey now. Only problem is that the phone only have 32% and I don't know weh da charga deh zeen... The barrety capability of Samsung is really much better than on Iphone.
Over all and everything is much better than on IPhones.
Jason aka Shokryme is my crush, who just like mi other crush Haval and Vybz Kartel is locked up! Mi affi deal with that fuckry also. All summer I've been locked up. Last summer too!! Pussyclaat poor likkle eediot swedes!
I mean if I was sick in any way, I understand that I could gwaan chill and rest in a hospital. But that was surtantly not the case 2016, 2020 or 2021! See 2016 they lied and said I was psycotic, because I wrote a note to my mom, openly on Facebook, so that everybody coud see how I begg my mom to leave me alone. I wrote something like mom if you contact me ever again I will murder you. (As is a killer would write in public, about the crime, he was going to commit)
That wasn't even a threat I mean I had been living with a man that beatened me baad and told me he was going to kill me, like every other month for three years! So I surtantly did not want any more problems in my life..
See my mom is the reason why so much shit happened in my life. Because it was she, who divvorced my PERFECT dad, and moved in with a fat man, that have beeten me every month between 5 till 17 years. Both of them drank a whole lot, every weekend. And mom drank so she fell asleep in the coutch ans my stepdad hit me, just because he wanted to do that! See I grew up amongst his children 2 of them and my mother got two new pickeny with him, that was much younger than me. So I was the only one who got blamed for everything! All my life.
I just wanted to die, as a teenager. and I never had anyone to talk to. My father moved to Stockholm wen I was like 8, so I never told him about it. Because it felt as if it was normal, since my mother saw how hard my stepdad judged me and treatened me.
My real dad is the best man I ever met. He dressed in a suit and tie, every day. He was sitting in the government for 9 years.
So he took me to places everywhere. I remember how we went to north of Sweden and walked in the forest and camped around the Mountain. He sewed dresses for me and he always made us bake together. He helped me with my home work and when he lived in Uppsala he read for me every night, I was with him untill I fell asleep. He is a real man, that paints beautifully, he cooks as if it would be for the nobel price awards. He play guitarr. He cleans and nourish flowers. His home is perfect and he has made two rings to me. The one in silver, with three stones me and my best friends did ask him to do and my wedding ring, in gold. Words can't describe how much I love him, because he is my idol, just like Bob Marley. And the poster I just put up weh day of Bob in my bedroom, dad gave me. He gave me the uprising album also one cristmas and he is genuine and would never lie.
It is he and his only son, that bought me my computer, christmas 2018.
My mother do everything to hurt me.. You know, when I was 15 years old, she teated me as bad as my stepdad and forced me to go to my room, she pushed me up the stairs. And when we reached the top she told me that she regreted giving birth to me. So I slapped her cheek and locked me inside my room, listening to hiphop, crying. To Eminem-Kim...
During my teenage years I really was living in Hell! All alone.
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