A man is not better than a woman

 

Remember reading recently that Akon compared men to God, because he claimed that they could create life! What is a moment of enjoyment, compared to 280 days or more of feeling horrible? If a female never took care of and fed herself, your offspring would die. No baby could survive without nutrients and a sperm needs an egg to evolve. Daah!

No man could ever get a child without a woman. And at the moment I concider men to be a bagga pussies, that don't do anything good. What can a man do, that a woman cant? I mean I love men, no question about that. But it is a difference in liking to look at some and listening to how they reason, appriciating art 😉. Than actually loving to be discriminated.

A man is not the head of the household. What a backward thought. Hopefully the family consist of two adults and non of them can decide over their partners! I've had relationships like that and they will never work out. Just as you are more likely to get the wanted effect by telling someone why, he should or shouldnt do a thing. Instead of when you are just saying no! A male is no different than a female. Every human have the same wishes, just different experiences, that cause them to act in perticular ways.Thank God it is mostly people living of of habit and not real men, that think in such ways.

People would obey every law, if they understood why they should. Unfortunately many is lacking knowledge. No one should ever decide over someone else, without explaining. That don't work.

It is very horrible that females in the industrialized countries now could go to a hospital and get sperms to fertilize their eggs, hence have a baby all by herself. But I am positive that a girl would be a 'better' parent, than a boy. 

   Honestly, we think about everything, all the wile. While men are more dunce and think like a Neandertahl. But sure, when you don't eat the nutrients your body need for optimal health, it is almost impossible to think about anything other than getting food. Everybody get cranky and can't think in an optimal way, while they are starving. I've been without food some days and when a body has no fuel to run on, it can't. Drugs are not food that your organs need.

Sure there are exeptions to every rule and a few men, do take care of their children. But it's not ok to use violence and punish a person in any way! It's like you don't investigate the truth. I know alot of people who ruined their lives, because they never where allowed to express their emotions and always where blamed. Offended. 

Unbelievable that some people think that they would not need to ensure their children, that they always will be there and that they never would cause them any pain. No wonder why we have so many criminals, that believe that they can fix anything by hurting someone else. Or non working humans. But "nothing new happends under the sun"

I can't believe how some actually still acts like pagans. They say that Jesus was crucified, as if people living by their emotions ever been wise? My brain automatically does that, it goes from one statement, to the next, without bothering to explane the middle steps. (Because I see it clearly, when I'm doing that. But unfortunately most people have been thought to listen to words without thinking). And it is true that a person really cant be secure and know facts, while hearing an "empty" statement. 

   Horrible and not working is it to build a relationship on assumptions. It is not right at all and never could become a working partnership, if you don't have communication. 

 

I'm not saying that I am better than anybody, but I've learned from my mistakes. And you can't have ties to a friend, familymember or partner. Without openly speaking. 

   Remember how I too, just smoked and kept my thoughts to myself. That was as stupid of me, as not telling the man I was with how I felt and just left him. You don't do that. But I couldn't really manage my thoughts back then, since my brain was captured by "medicine". But sure deep down I knew exactly why I didn't want to be with him and the reason why I didn't explane it, was because I didn't know how to express myself, without hurting him. Now I've realized that I probably hurt him more by not telling him, what I didn't felt comfortable with.

What ever. I will eat some, thought about pancakes yesterday. But now I really want yogurt. (Eating what I feel like, because my body tells me what nutrients it is lacking)

Haha, playing with everything, to make it look.

That Nas song is good. 

I have to sleep, woke at 5..

Hahaha.. Whyy? How could any person get low-selfesteem, based on others feelings?

I ate unhealthy, pie and cake, so I got a zit.

Why would anybody try to hide reality??

I mean when I was young, I remember my mother standing infront of a mirror, applying mascara and lipstick! I then thought it was completely normal, which it is not..

I mean I love to paint, so one could argue that it doesn't make a difference. If I use a paper or a face... But it is waay different, to create art or looking for others appriciation. I remember telling myself that I used makeup, because it made me feel pretty. When infact the consequense of me using it, was that I felt very ugly natural. Back then I wanted to do all types of plastic surgery. Just look at the exemple with Little Kim!

What type of male would ever be attracted to vanity? What type of female would ever want to make themself look pretty and for who?

The average humans lack of thoughts was the reason, amongst other things, that I became a thinker, rather than a doer 😂. It is kind of scary to see that most humans gravitates towards the same things. Popularity and songs that lack sense. While real artist that actually talks the truth and try to make others thinking, don't get the same recognizion!

Oh a Geisha or prostitute exist to give a man pleasure? Awful. I wonder why people lock up their brains? I saw some Heroin Addicts, on Youtube this night and man, why do you spend your life creating problems?

Now I want to eat something 😀. Give thanks and praise... I suppose that my body wants to store fat, carbs n protein, to be able to produce milk.

I love you God... (Thank you for making me able to cook and wash all the dishes and wipe everything 😀) See Swedish food is great, that dish is very common in the Swedish kitchen. Loved it as a teenager. Fisk och Remouladsås 🥰. But I eat more vegetables, as a consequense of being a vegetarian for 16 years.. The fish is called Torsk (and have white meat)

It is awful that some people actually look towards Americans, to eat the same. Even in Jamaica, it's not so common to eat iTal again. But alot of Burger King resturants have emerged :/. So nowdays you see alot of overweight people there too. Especially in the tourist areas. Tragical that people copy bad habbits, but that's how it is...

 

 I was thought in high school that it is healthy with vegetables. So I've always tried to include that every time I cook. All vitamins your body needs is in them, but that is not the case with meat. Only B12, is a bit harder to get from vegetable sources than meat. But if you have the energy and time to eat strictly plantbased. It is very beneficial. (B12 is what your body needs to create red blood cells. In the red bloodcells you have Hemoglobin,  that's iron, that cetches and transports oxygen from the lungs, to all the body parts)

 I mean I was able to move around as if I was 16, when I was 28. I lived so active and my energy never siezed, when I ate plants. But sure I still ate fish and eggs, SAME TYME😀. 

Good I cooked two portions, so I made half rest in the same pot I cooked the potatoe and vegetables in. I turned of the stove top for the potatoes, just before they where finished and put in the frozen vegetables, there :). (they're already finished, just need to thaw). 

    TO ME IT IS SO VERY STRANGE THAT ALL HUMANS DO NOT EAT HEALTHY LIKE WE IN SWEDEN. BECAUSE IT IS VERY CHEAP AND SIMPLE. Sure we have people that actually would buy expensive food and eat at a fancy resturant. But that's such a selfish waste, for several reasons. This type of food, we get in school, for free. Need to cut my nails and vaccume also, then I'm finished for the day. But I'll sleep some first. All thoe I'm hungry. Jah kno..

   

 Oh. In Jamaica somebody thought me that you can let the food rest in the micro, untill you want to finish it. Another cooked alot and let it stay in the pot, over the night. Now that is not very common in Sweden, because it starts to form bacteria in the food, very soon. But sure you'll survive it, if you're not sensitive and have a good immune system. But older people and pregnant. Should be careful about doing that, from what I've read. (A bacteria named Listeria, in Swedish, could  multiply). I remember how alot of old persons in a retirement home, died. After eating a sallad that had been in the fridge for a week. I have done that many times without any problem. I love to cut up a bigg sallad and add things into it, as I'm eating from it every day 😃. that taste wonderful and then you get a healthy sallad every day. Bless Jah.. 

However you need to rinse all vegetables in water, before you eat them. If not for the spraying, for the animals and gas... I'm just saying this because, all people do not know. The sallad gets crispier, as you rinse it in cold water too and the flavours are natural. Man I love vegetables 💚💚💚.

I will fix him 😃

When you are cutting a plant like that, it can become two branches instead of one 😀. But I don't know if that work to do on all different plants. Still I know of some getting more leaf frm u gwaan suh 😉. I love plants and I have the energy to do everything I need to today. Give thanks. See the only thing needed to gwaan, is healthy food...

It is very good to take away the partly brown branches, because they suck some nutrients and water, instead of giving it to the healthy part of the plant..

 

This Eco Clean finished 2020. But the bottle is wonderful to use every day :). I fill it with water and stuff from a tree named Tall :). That clean everything perfectly well... Would never use harmful chemicals that humans put together! 

You can't serve two masters at one time!

Give Thanks

Bless Blessed

See if you keep the eating under moderation, atleased I feel more energy... Did vaccume di entire place and wiped nuff surfaces. Thank God 👽. So now 15 minutes to six, I deserve a wonderful plate of food 😀

Soo love you God... (for enabling me to eat) 💛. Haha Jah mi belly getting bigg on di sides too 😂. It does not work to show it with clothes, plus Im warm since I worked... But is honly di baby daddy fi kno thoe

HUNGRY  

I have woken up after being in a coma for 3 weeks.. But then it took me years to become normal again...

See I wonder if I should take that nice smelling stick to the delivery? I can't have it burning for too long, because then I feel sick. I should also carry the smaller battery driven lights... Because that was nice to have, last time. Hospital lights are stressing, but I remember that I somehow ended up in an entirely white bright room, with bagga people, laying there without panties, having everybody talking over my head 🤢. The whole thing was very surreal.

I even thought about dancing this time. But that can only happend if they leave me alone. I would never go to a club, since I don't enjoy shallow people and noice! Remembering being young and it felt as if every good looking boy was looking at me, since I was the tallest of my friends and I was fixed as if I would have been entering some kind of beauty contest, especially if I went to a club 🥶. I was crazy.. Hope I can manage eating that ham pie... Thank you God