Yes I wake up

If I wake up, during the night, they tell me that I'm psycotic and put me on antipsycotic medication. Those pills, make me tierd and slow my thoughts down. They don't really understand, that I slepts all day. They think that if I opened my eyes and layed on the coutch, listening to music all day. That would be exhausting? They think that that is because I'm a sick person. They can not really understand I do exactly, as I want. No, as a matter of fact they give me medication, saying that I'm manic. Because I need to do what they want instead. And through I got hit by a car 20 years ago, they think that makes me sick, till this day. And through I have a phone, that change some words that I'm writing. They would view that, as a reason, to call me sick. See at first what I wrote changed to; and through I god hit by a car. So they would think that I am psycotic, calling myself God. A God, that they don't even believe in. So they think that me, who actually met God. And have been saved by him all my life. Yea, they call me crazy. Because I'm living in hell. Sweden. They can not comprehend, that what I'm saying is true. Because, I'm alone. I don't par with friends etc. So they put me in this sick chategory and they don't want me to prove it, what I'm saying. Because, as I said previously. I can not speak, because they talk Swedish. And since I'm not a schooled fool, like them (with a job n ting), they don't think that I know what I'm talking about. 2Pac and Eminem, thought me Engish. But that they refuse to comprehend. Because they think that you have to learn everything in school. Or by listening to the tv news. Yes, and if I'm laying in bed. Writing and creating a post, they would call me sick. They don't understand that they themselves sometimes works nightshifts. They don't understand neither that I get paid, no matter which time I work. Because, they can not get that I could do exactly what I want, every day. That I have skills, they don't have, makes them call me sick. They are to mentally challenged, to understand that I. Who skipped the school, almost every day. Actually got better grades, than them. Everybody is not sick, some persons don't feel bad. At all. It is not human, to hate things. It is not human to feel bad. It is not real or necessery, to eat medicin. But you see they all run on program. They think that you need to eat, those factory created foods. In order to live a happy life. That you need, to eat pills. In order to become healthy. They have all lost their minds completely. They can not understand, that God gave them; everything necessery for a happy life. As a matter of fact, they call those that go to church crazy. Laughing behind their back. Because they think and believe that those who live a happy and healthy life, without Babylon is crazy. They think that the belief in God, was something, created a long time ago. Since the people did not have the necessery means to study things using science. Badmind people. God has actually showed me these things, from heaven. But he sent me back to earth, in order to change things. To the better. That however, destroy their entire image of the world and the life, they are living. So 2016, they locked me up. Claming that I called myself God. They do not understand what I am saying. So now I'll go and get some icecream, from the fridge. But in their world, only fat people eat during the night. They don't understand that I never ate anything during the day. I ate 3 bananas, coffee and tea. But that don't classify as food in their world. I have to mention, that I layed still, all day once again? I don't work in their society. Because InI do not exist. They do not realize and see that God has existed amongst mankind, all along. No, they do what God has forbidden. Yet they cry when they suffer the consequenses. Icecream now. I am slim, because I eat exactly what I want. When I want to. You are fat, because you follow your bodies desires. I do not listen to that, because I don't follow. No other man than God. God have created everything, but you used that to create your own things. You is a user and abuser. And you disobey your creator, to this day. Yes Adam and Eve, did it at first. Because without them you wouldn't exist. Because Eve thought that that apple looked delicious. Then she listened to that snake, also called Satan. So she choose to disobey God, picked the apple and gave it to her man. Now these stories in the bible, is something you all should be aware of. Because it is the first sceiptures, ever written. Now mi a lisn T'jean zeen.. This is the best tune, ever created. Hail his Imperial Majesty. If you all study history, you could realize that Ras Tafari aka Halie Selassie, actually come from the same family as King David. The same family as Jesus came from. So that means that he also was devine. It is actually quite funny, how yall running around. In the same circles every day. I have studied History all my life. That make me live in Hi-story.. Praise Jah. Gods real name. Jahve, Jehova bla bla bla. Read the bible. Actually your bible is a very late book. Before the Romans changed the real scriptures, fitting into their narrative. The book was written in Hebrew, you know, the same language as Jesus spoke. And before that the same truths where written in Ethiopia. Over there they have the first "bible" I think they call it Hebra Negast. But I don't remember that, since it was written such a long time ago. See those texts where carried to "the middle east" with the people who Moses brought out of Egypt, through "the red sea", I don't remember, because it's been years since I read it. Yea whatever, then somebody brought the scriptures back to Ethiopia. And you could still find them there, now in 2024. But you're not interested into reading about the History. You just care about what you are going to eat and how to pay your bills. Yes. So you will never find out the truth and I'm silent, because you don't listen to me or God. I am not a male and you need a sperm to create an embryo. I know that, even thoe I never studied to become a doctor. I don't need to study nutrients and how they effect reality. Because I have life and life showed me everything both I and you need to survive. Because I'm brain Damaged. Move yuh dutty sinful body bout ya. I don't need anybody else in my life. Because InI is I. I talk so simple, so a baby could understand what I'm saying. But you school fooles, can not understand even the simplest little things. So I'll finish my icecream. N listen to T'Jean :D. A Rasta, that understand everything :). Yea man Chris Brown is the prettiest 40 year old on this earth still n Seysoh is the mist perfect 33 year old also. But Matthew is the prettiest Rasta that is 33 too. And I do not know if he is breathing still :/... Because the Jamaican police is teying to kill him. They actually stole his children and are beating and starving them. Because Matthew is a Rasta, so the government din't want him to take care of his children. I mean Matthew woke up in the night and worked till evening, to support them. But just as I say, they took away my children also. Because they don't want a Rasta to tell the children the truth. He have a reccording of when a police treathened to kill him and took his children. So they want him dead. Just like how they are doing what they can to silence me. Just like how they killed Jesus Christ and Halie Selassie and Bob Marley. Just how they locked up 2Pac and Vybz Kartel, for telling the truth. This is facts mi a tell yuh.. Does it matter that your brain is too slow, to realize what I'm saying? The truth is the truth and it will never go away, because it is reality. Your truths will change every day, because a lie can never be true. I know that, because I'm smart. Chris Brown actually called me a geniouse, the other day. And I love him, so I liked it. I want Chris Em. I love you forever and you was the first person I ever idolized soo.. Baby a Chris mi waah, so unuh fi silent now. Aaaa I love you man. I love you everytime and you make me cry out of your beautifulness, almost every day. I'm with you, with you, with you. However mi a mek u Hail di emperor also uzimi? I'm with you cah u a with mi n I love you forever Criss. But not without Jason, because he is the mist beautiful man I ever met. Da two a unuh perfect u zeet so yall affi deh wid tho? Haha heaven pan earth a so it fi go tho..

Me and Jason is 1, and I think that I haved proved that by now. I mean our reality, is the only reality. And Criss lives in it too.

That is what Chris told me last evening.

This also n bla bla bla. You know me and Chris Brown just met, but we share the same wiews and wishes. So it's all good. Because he know one of my teenage Crushes, which is Snoop. See I loved so many man through my life, so food has always been my last priority. So now I'll eat the icecrwam n listen to mysic, then I'll sleep caah mi baby dem a sleep :)...

It is not my fault that the icecream have melted. It is Gods fault and the manufacturers.. I'll sing this song forever. Because I have seen the truth.. Eminem just need Jah to get a better life. Mi no luv listen to Rihanna, all thoe she sing nice. Cah she left Criss, so she must be crazy u zeet? I always loved Redman, but mi no really liked the rest.. I like him because he is slim and good, but I don't love hiphop. Because they talk too much. Now the time is soon 7 so I think it would be acceptable if I left my bed. But I'm hungry, Since all that sugr actually fools my cells, into believing that I want more to eat :/. So I'll go make tea later, now both Eleonor and Ella wish to sleep. Because they are inlove with everything nice uzimi. I mean I get happy everytime that I see Criss n Jason. So it's all good. Waiting on my water to boil up, at this moment. Because I realized that my cells need water, to function properly. Hahaha. Everytime I wanna say something, I'm interupted. Either by things that Eleonor is doing, or some other thoyght that I wanna think bout. Unuh, you. You think about one thing, since you don't understand better. So when ai have conversations with people, they think that I am thinking to much and put me on medications, to slow my brain down! Fucking fools. The bible tells me that I should not through pearls to the swine still. That is the reason, why I only write inline.

Have I tea now, suh ting criss zeen. Where do I come from? Where do I live? Heaven is the answer in both cases. But I can not soeak the truth, because then they lock me up. Welcome to my reality.. So I'll drink mi tea now, but I boild it 100 degrees. So it's too warm to drink.

These are my idols but li no idolize man. Now the time is 8, so I will sleep sometime, or rest if that is all my body wants to do. Because when I wake up I promised them to do something zeen. But I also have to take out the trash u zeet? But me, I'll rather lay in bed, resting all day. Like the cat that I am. I swear, those are the mist wonderful creastures. Zimi. Good night. Love you Chris. Hahaha mi jus affi tell yuh pan di wall in mi lock up dem seh; You are worth something. Hahaha, as if I wouldn't kno dat! Todea Ella a gwaan chat Patwa frm a so she like it. N I have to obey r frm she deh inna mi body u zeet? Cld do ut live still, but mi no kno if u sleep yet. But guess wah mi waah n pree? Is Addi affi ho pan fi live same way, so we can chat tho.. I need to pee n put on some clothes fus. N mi head a hurt mi so mi mus eat some vitamin same way zeen. Food mi no kno, I might ave some bread? Jah kno a di pretty yute mi a focus pan deah store u zeet :D haha. It would be lovely with sun yougurt. höHooe it no finish. Cah mi a read Criss a Swedish story mi wrote. But mi a dweet in Patwa frm a dat mi luv. So you should just understand it n mi a teach u fi chat so NO problem an easy ting. N if I cld chat to Seysoh u wlda hear di conversation betta. Cah mi can put him pan live same way u zeet. But im a skeep now, wake up lata n mi cyaa wait fa :D. Love him yo. This is the right English, it don't come from books. But reality.. Michael Cakesoap Jackson :DD

Haha. Now, if I where a police officer I would believe. That was drugs. But if I was an intelligent human being I would look and listen to Eleonor. And realize that there is no chance in hell that she is doing drugs. But people are not smart, so they will not believe me when I say that it is protein powder.

I love you Pac. You heard it from me first. This is the best song ever created u zeet: But the sky outside my window is a bit misty, so its depressing. Since its cold outside. So I loved Vybz Kartel, before I loved Jason n Chris. So to make it fare I will sing to him first.. But I can not focus, if I see him. Because he is an Icon. He is the God Damm Worldboss! U zeet. Booy, Adidja Palmer have me laughing. Every time I see Gaza go fi dem anywhere.. He is so funny and I will sing it, with no problem. Since I know every word :).. I mean, if you see that man there. You can't do anything but love him. He is soo pretty. Swedish people is reading my blog now, because they want to kill mi vybe. So I'll just look on Vybz n get dem back. Mi tiad still but mi nuh business. Hahaha Youtube played me a Whitney Huston song, so I will sing that to. Because the lyrics are great. Not that song to that movie, what ever it was called. All thoe it was a great song. No this song have a better lyric zeen. God it's so annoying to have nabours, because you hear them moving around and the girl you could hear laughing loud. That is annoying to me. I mean I have to stay inside, to avoid others. But I'm constently reminded of stupid people. Because say that there is 9 million people. Of them I guess that 200 is smart. U zeet. So they kill my vybe very easy uzimi? If I lived in the world, without any people in it. I could walk in nature and talk to the animals. I could give them food and take care of this earth. You know, live in a real way. Like man was supposed to live. But then stupid humans started to brew their alcohol, started stealing, killing and hating etc. So how could I like them? Sure most people don't do bad things, since they are not brave enough. But they do horrible things, like sustaining a society. Built on selfishness. You know I could talk forever about how stupid other people is. But I have to putbon some clothes and sing that Whitney Huston song. Because I think that she is older than Vybz Kartel uzimi..