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He is pretty n everything. But he still wears waay to much clothes, in public.. I don't know why, *** ****, he shows other people in his video. Because when I wanna look on a Chris Brown video, I just wanna see him. I don't like girls, so why should I watch them? I mean he could still wear boxers, because I don't like sexual things. But mi love badman really, so Vybz Kartel mi a sing and I could lay down doing it, because everytime I see or listen to him. He kills me. But he never murdered anyone. He has been an artist for a very long time. But since most people think and can not comprehend the truth, I have to write a bagga fuckry every day.. Oh the Whitney song, but I'm laying down. Since I can't bother to stand up. So.. And I would have to start the computer n everything. So Shila mi a tek time. No mek dem beat u. U fi eat dem food n smile. Cah dem fake str8. Adi di don so seh import me.

Now these two man a di prettiest cah a dem mi grow up wid. But time past n Shookryme a di prettiest Gangsta todeh. Zeen. Addi too, but im locked up tho.. Sooo true. Deah chew nicotine n a feel nice. Westside Str888 PNP Mi a listen to Music. Only God can judge me. That is why I stand left side in the politricks... I moved my furniture now, because it was standing behind me. So now I just have to start the computer too... But I'm rather here listening to music. Since I don't have to prove anything to any one. Only God can judge me, so who asked for your opinion? It's like you're crazy. But now another song with Tupac came and it is a great lyric. So since you don't listen to real music, you might listen to me when I tell the same lyric. But it is kinda emotional for me to rap it. Because he is singing about a girl that was me. And the Whitney lyric is great too. But she is just a girl, so I could manage it. Now Hit dem up came, so I'm all SMILES :D. I love that lyric and beat u zeet :). I love him. But like a bredda, because he was in my room, every day when I grew up. Oh last week I was supposed to sing I am also. Sure Ella. Too much juice, mi a mek tea now. The problem with me singing Whitney Huston, is that InI mean every word. And I don't wanna cry, so I would have to sing it as if I don't mean what I'm saying uzimi? And I have another problem and that is that Chris sing, for real. So he might think that I also would like to sing. I don't sing because I don't want anyone to hear me. I don't want anyone to see me neither, because I don't wanna see anybody. And it would be kinda hard to listen to Whitney Huston, without singing it. Uzimi? So I'll just sing the best song she sing, the one that is actually saying something other than baby baby. The computer on now, so if I stream live on Youtube I wouldn't have to film it on the computer. I mean I don't have to save the file on the computer. Because it is full of videos of me already. And now Amy Winehouse play and me and her are the exact same persons. Only difference is that she did drugs. I did that too, but never Heroin. So she died. Not me. However the Back to Black tune, makes me cry. Because it was me that sang it. Right after my man died, or like a year after. But I was still sad. Ok I decide to start with Vybz Kartel, because he is the best and prettiest man ever existing zeen. See I'm never prepared before hand, I am just me and I don't try to be anything zeen. I love man n a so it set u zeet.. Now I'm gonna look on me on the tv and hear music that I love. So it's a win win situation since I do everything normal. I am not anybody. I am me and a so it set InI BLESS.. I hate that I'm forced to wear clothes. Because it is so ugly to cover the body. God created. See I was sitting up also and I HATE to do that. That is not normal. So now I removed the ugly tight leggings n a lay chilling in my coutch, like a normal Ella would do. You see I really love Vybz Kartel n him badman tunes. That is my life, so I'm kinda stuck with him u zeet. But sure I said I was gonna listen to Pac also, so I guess I would have to rap with him. Because his lyrics are great u kno.. And that Dude named God, but you see I get captured by music. So it's kinda hard to listen to it. And do something else at the same time. Plus I was going to read Chris a story and that means that I would have to read my old papers. I was 16 when I wrote it. And I can bother holding the phone, same time. So I would have to start back the computer :/ Jesus Christ, I must listen to Tupac. But that is also hard, because then I would start to sing. So my life is so hard, mi a tell you. And then ofcourse u affi memba di pain in ma head n di right amount of nicotine weh affi deh deh. Soo pretty n beautiful. Pretty man n lyric n video.. Reality uzimi. Sure he lookes like a cartoon, but he do that in real life also. So it's ok. I love when Vybz Kartel is a cartoon, because he is so sexy. But he is also pretty and sexy in this reality, just like Vybz Kartel . I honestly can not believe that these men exist in reality. And then Jason comes. And he he is me. Only prettier. So who the fuck separated heaven and earth? I a Rasta, so I see that heaven is on earth, also. I think I should eat something, because my head is still hurting. Since they locked me up in a hospital and force fed me medicin and food! The only problem with that is that I don't wanna stand up. I lay down, from a so mi stay. U zeet. Oh shit I should water that flower also and carry out the trash. Now who said my life was easy? Jah Jesus Christ, help mi nuh... See I always think about the smartest move, before I do anything. So it take some time for me to do everything. U zeet. Caah I mean, if I'm doing something. My mind wanders away and think bout something else. At the same time as I'm doing something. But if I listen to music, I get carried away. To another place, well that is if I love the song. If I don't like the song I might hear what it is about, but then I change it. Because bad music makes me angry.

I found my lunch :D. It's great now, because mi deh a listen to Donnie :). So I will just eat the pear before mi continue. It name so, because I am Jamaican memba. A so Ella baan n grow. But how am I supposed to sing this without crying? I could think about something else mi zeet but a like. How mi fi praise God, without meaning every word mi say? All my love, my heart, my life. Is a testimony. Only you are Holy. Need to go to bed and sleep. Because I miss mi man. I want my Rasclaat sweatpants. But dem dutty in di basqet u zeet. Plus mi kinda affi ho to di store. N through mi nah do anyting weh pain mi. I affi sleep fus enuh.