There is so much to say
Not because of me being manic, but simply because I have a working brain. I use it to think with. These last days I have been forced to use, alot of words, while I'm writing my posts also. As if I would be a rapper or wrighter :/.
I hate to use, alot of words. Because that is how a stupid person would talk. If you are more intelligent, you just say a few word/letters. Then them that are intelligent, they would, infact. Understand what you are saying.
People would also think that I am obsessed or mentally ill, whilst I write in a correct way. Because to them, I am braindamage and can not live "correctly". They believe that I can not work, or do anything professional. Because as I said. They view me as sick. They have no idea, about who I am. I know that I am the greatest, and alot better than them in every way possible. I've known that since I was a teenager, and every one of them started to look on me, talking about me. But shit, I never ever wanted their attention. So I moved away. The class, had their "parties", yea and I attended everything. But in the end, it ALWAYS ended up. With me going to my real friends. I rode my bike or took the buss, to the other side of town. To be with my men/youth friends. In Patois you don't add an s, if you wish to give the world a plural form. Because who starts with an S? I don't praise the devil, or want anything to do with him neither. So I don't do that neither normally. But that make them think that I am stupid and hasn't gone to school. It's really fun, because I went to their class AND got a better grade, than all of them. I know languages, writing, painting and music. So I got the best possible grade, in it. So I choose, exactly how I want to speak, I choose to look like "a bumb". Because that is what I love. I am probably the most beautiful girl on this planet, because I never seen anyone else. As beautiful as I am. Actually I never met such a genuinly kind and goodhearted person, before, neither. Everybody, who actually know me, does nothing but praise me (and God). So you could continue with your beliefs, that you don't have, since you're an atheist (believing that you are not believing). Because you are to unintelligent to actually study, the reality around you. It is your lack of selfesteem, that is the reason for your problems. But ok, continue to live in your fantasy world. I've seen all the truths already, so there is no turning back. For me.
Now I have to go and drink a coffee, because I have to go to the doctor. Since you called him and said that I am sick. So I will do that and prove that I am sane. You honestly believe that's a hard thing for me to do?
You think that I keep some clean laundury on the bed, or some food on the table, or don't wash my dirty laundury. Because I can do that? You honestly believe that I can not take it all away, in less than a hour? Of course I could. But to me that is how a stupid person operates. One that's lacking a life.
So I just sit here, listening to music. Because it sounds nice. When the intelligent persons sing it. But a stupid person would not appriciate, realness and realty. So find something you love. Or I could say as Kartel would; Move Bout Ya... I love dem. I'll eat that plus coffee..
I love you bwooy, I just had to call you that, because that's how I feel. But I know that you are a man and even is some years older than I.. Listen, I've past the course of English A, at the university. So I know how to properly explain myself in English to. So just Continue to hear your Brittney Spears, and we could see how far that take you. I would have to force myself to eat some bread, because I will walk, to or from the hospital. (On the other side of his town :S) Thanks to other people and then you are still to dumb, to understand why I don't like them? KSMT Why are you still looking on me? Why are you reading what I'm saying? Why do you do anything you can, to preven't me from living peacefully? Because you are lacking a life yourself. That, plus your lack of selfesteem. Make you look on ther persons. Only a fool would look at others/read what others are saying etc. A smart person would be himself. And I actually would have to say that I don't believe that I'm a man. I don't believe that I am God.. How crazy isn't these persons that send others to LVM,Prison or lock them up in Psycriateic care? They don't understand others, so they lock up them that are freespirited and live how they want to live. They actually believe that others, who are not living in the same way, are sick. BECAUSE THEY DON'T understand ANYTHING about reality. They don't understand, than somebody intelligent would actually try, which way of life he enjoyes the most. But no they nelieve that since I don't work I shouldn't be able to choose which ours I'm awake. Since I choose Rasta and Reggae/Dancehall, over them. They will keep on hating. But I don't care, I have a heart made of stone already. Because they have hurt me so much when I was growing up. I would be dead, if it wasn't for God. But since they believe that the people who trust in God, is stupid. I am not allowed to tell the truth. Coffee mi seh nuh... Eediot. Which one, but a braindead individual. Would actually read what another person is saying? /Slim Shady n Slim Elly
Do your homework, studie reality. Because I swear to God that you all are wrong. You have been fooled bout this society all life, so now you believe that their ways are correct. They are killing everybody, including you and themselves. But you are too stupid to realize. So let me be and go pretend living in your bigg dolly house. I consider you to be a pussy and I do not like silly people. I have better things to do, tgan to be with you... For instance, thinking about how I best could solve the problems in Jamaica etc... So go read your magazines and watch your tv. But stop reading my blog, since that waste so much of my time on your stupidity. Oh Baby this remind me of a next song. And the title of this song reminds me of the best song ever: I LOVE LOVE LOVE this song and man. So much that I would die for him, Ryan Douglas. Any day, zeen. Because hey, real recognize real. You kno Chris? It's not my fault that I love them. Because that is the fault of Vybz Kartel. He made me love all the ghetto Youthes uzimi? Haha, yes it's me myself, doing it. I know that. But mi a blame it pan him. Caah, if it wasn't fi Adidja Palmer I wouldn't have stayed, praising Jamaica fi all these years. Oh shit, I know Jamaican, as if I would be a Jamaican. Do I really don't have to talk English at all, zeen? The honly problem with that is that you would not understand what I'm saying. Is that a problem? Well since they do nit understand what I'm saying, they would call me crazy and try to get me locked up. But do you think that is a problem for me? It does not matter who is choking me or who locked the door. Because I am good, no matta weh mi deh. Oh I love 2Pacs voice. I'm not sexual, but nigga u FINE as fuck. You are great, in every way. You are the first artist I ever loved. Sure when I was below 13 I listened to and liked Spice girls and before than Guns n Roses. But that was just because that was all I knew, then. Eminem is mine, from I was 14. And Rihanna she is very beautiful and the only other girl I like on this planet. But I'm not a disgusting lesbian, u maad? This is the first song I saw with Jason. So u no dun kno I love him str888 frm dem time deh. I mean he IS the prettiest/sexiest/baddest Artist alive on this earth. Mi naah hide my opinion. But that doesn't mean that I don't love you baad also. Kartel set it so. So I will have to finish my coffee now and listen to some music. Because reality is everything I care about. I am not interested in your stupid little world. One built for the idiots, by the idiots. So let me lay here in my bed, as the King I am. N go to your stupid little pathetic and pointless work. Because you, don't have sense to do anything else. Fight for your rights, that is only the right to express yourself and think what they want you to. I'm a rebel and I was borned and raised that way (by accident). So make me be who I am, and you could be who ever you want to be. I will NEVER kiss your ass, you think I'm crazy? But I will need some clothes, to cover my perfect body. Because, do I really have to tell you why? Because I was borned in a country, full of snow. Plus if I dress like me, like I want to look. They would lock me up for inapropriate behaviour. Yet they still think that this is a free country and that they could do whatever they want to. They honestly believe that all those years in school, was in order to educate them. So they don't know anything about reality in a real world. Because they have never seen it. How many times, would I have to say the same things. Before they will understand the truth? I don't talk, I love music. But I'm not crazy or have any need to have an audience or viewers. As a matter of fact, I don't like people. I love my children. Because a good tree bares good apples. But you idiots saw that I gave birth, so of course. You took them. You think that I should be sad now? I mean my inport husband cheated on me, my next man died, my next man is hiding, my next man is in prison. So I'll just keep my next man, than already got out of jail and my next man in America. Because I laugh and smile. That is all I do. Oh I talk Patois to, because I love to do that and could continue to do that forever.
But since I would have to dress, I'll finish my coffee and listen to Vybz :D. Because I have Vybz. Call me crazy, because you have a problem to think. I know who is real and I know who is fake. To give you a clue, those who wear makeup and clothes. Are fake. Them that wear a brah, is both a silly little victim and a pathetic individual. But what would I know? Me that know everything. I am capable of doing absolutely everything. And I know how to do it and make nobody else see it too. But I will not do anything, since I know where I am going. I will not see you anymore, because yall are going to Hell. Where all the evil, insecure and hateful persons end up. Those that talk about other people than themselves. And I'm writing all of this, in order to save your ass. Yet you are too stupid to understand. So you call the police and lock up those speaking the truth. What would an intelligent person do? Not go to Babylon school, mi a tell yuh.
Ooh no she didn't!
Oh yes I did. Stupid individual. I am not sick, because I do what I want to do. You are sick because you find problems with what other persons are doing. I'm not looking for any attention, since I'm not stupid. I have man already, so I don't need to show myself, in order to get someone else. Non of yall know, anything about love or anything else neither. A body is a body, and fat is fat, that are kot supposed to be on the body God gave you! I'm just speaking the truth, frm a so mi stay, uzimi? Have to take the buss, for free, in say 30 minutes. So I should put on some fabric and walk. I don't wanna, but if I don't the police will vome and pick me ip. And since I don't have any clothes I wouldn't like that. Haha guess. One time when I was laying in my bed, one police officer came there. He was dressed as a civilian and didn't say he was a cop. He just told me to put on my clothes. (Infront of him). Then he and his friend carried me to their car. I mean they didn't use the policecar, so they looked like everybody else. Then they started to drive, they did not say where they where taking me. And my man, that I just put in jail had told me, that if I ever locked him up again. He and his friends where goung to take me to the woods. In order to beat me and bury me in a hole the digged in the ground. Yes, that's what he told me. So I was sitting there in their backseat, thinking about what to do? Have to get dressed now, because other oeople don't understand that I'm a writer, who has experienced so much more, than all of them combined. So I will have to go, but I could not come late there neither, because then I would have to pay. For the appointment they have made! This world is full of idiots. So Jah Jah give l vybz so I can go. Hahaha. You don't realize that these type of songs only turn me into a Gangster? i love you baby boy.. i know you can take me also. But I need some clothes in the cold so I would have to stand up n dress
I have clothes niw n I'll carry that. Have to hurry because I dont have a sim to call them with
In Sweden it is illegal to be honest an tell the truth. I told the doctor exactly what I thought. Hahaha. So, he walked me ti the emergency haha I told him, that I thought that they where crazy supporting themselves on others suffering. 
Then a nurse came and talked to me. I made her laugh for ten minutes. After that she messured my bloodpressure 89 through 100, so she messured again, 80 through 93. So my bloodpressure is very low. She checked the oxygen in my blood and my temperature also. Now I'm here, waiting on another doctor :S. They just will not leave me alone. So now I'm here waiting on my coffee..
They don't understand what I'm saying, because I talk the truth. So lets see what type of idiot the next doctor is, so I know what to tell him.
I'm talking the truth, so lets see what he does. But I do not want to be locked up, so I will make him see that I am completely healthy and sane. It is not my fault that half of this society support themself of sick persons.
I have told both Shokryme and Chris Brown about, what's happening to me right now. Chris is sleeping but Jason is saying that this must be a joke. He is the only man I speak to every day. So he know that I'm not sick. However those in some other town who call themselves my family. They are trying to get me locked up once again. BECAUSE THEY REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT I LOVE OTHER THINGS, THAN THEM! They say that the want me to meet my daughters, that they made sure somebody took from me. But since I'm not who they want me to be, they are trying to get me locked up. Once more again.
This is the God damn truth I am speaking. And my phone is dying and I have to go and water my flowers. But these God Damned stupid people are doing anything they can, to destroy my life. Since they are lacking one. They do not want anyone else to be happy, because they are living in missery. The reason I have to write this again n again is because they still don't understand. So hey continue to lock mi up, living in your lulliby.
Haha. I spent last May and June, in this room. I told them everything, because it is the truth. So the black man told me to go to the second floor, so that they could observe me. Over night. I told him that I didn't want to eat any medicin and he said that I didn't have to. He wanted me to prove my innocense, because that is his job. So I said ok and I could easily walked home from this place. Without a problem. But to prove myself I had to stay. So I told them that I did not want to pay anything, for them locking me up. So he said I didn't have to. See in Uppsala you have to pay for every day. 100k a day. But I just have to pay 50, since I am retired. But I still, spent a year, in their "care". So I've had to pay them alot of money. Because they need to get salary, in this system of clueless fools.
Of course I am more hungry, but I would have to wait, untill the night snack :S. When I am at home I eat all the time, everything I love, which is healthy. I don't like candy, or sugery bakery :S. That taste so disgusting, you don't even know proper food to eat. Jesus Christ, how long will people living their lives. As complete fools? Two men where sitting at my table, so we spoke alot of words. They agreed with me, that this society is completely crazy. One of them had a dad that bought a house cheap, then he fixed everything and sold it for four millions, Then the state and government took one million. Since he earned by selling it :S. And you just sit there as fool and accept, getting surpressed. Watch their tv shows, play the games they give you, work as they tell you to ETC. THERE IS NO JUSTICE IN DIS YA BLOODCLAAT WORLD. A dat mi a tell yuh. So why do you let them controll your every move? Huh?
Hahahaha, they now ask me to leave my urin. (because they want to screne me for drugs). Since I stopped smoking Marijuana 2021, there is absolutely no chance in hell. That I would be possitive, on THC. There is neither any possibility that I would be positive on any other drug, or alcohol. Because I don't use that. So, they are actually wasting the taxpayers money. In order to have a job to go to. So they get money to buy things from the government. Now you tell me, who is a fool?
So the idiots, actually take away the coffee at six. Because they believe that you would get a hard time sleeping, on coffee. I could drink it right before bed, I would still fall asleep. Because I am healthy and so healthy, that I can nit become ill. That however, is something their slow brains can't think. See, they believe that they know everything. Whilst, they don't have a fucking clue. Obviously. They just told me that the drug test was negative.
But mi a aks why would it be possitive? Because I live in a world full of sinning idiots. They don't know how to feel good even.. :/
Now this a my room. But I don't love their paintings, because they are no painters.
See this painting would have looked good, without the two bigg butterflies..
These paintings would have looked good if they used different colours. Most people know nothing about art. And they lockbup them that know and call them insane, when they are passionate. How long are you going to live in an illusion? This is not about me thinking that I am better than everybody else. This is about that I have eyes to see with and a brain to think with. So go and play your games, you are too stupid to do anything real anyway. And you do everything you can to classify me as sick, since I am better than you. So you will not let me prove that. So jus gwaan, I know who will burn forever. Lacking everything. I also know who will live forever. Bob Marley is one of them. So gwaan with your believes, because nothing you do or say, will ever affect me. Now it's evening snack so lata. Love Chris n Jason.. ❤❤❤❤ I'll stand up, when I come back home. Probably tomorrow. All of them see that I am soberly speaking. And not mentally ill at all. So I wonder how long, this society is going to believe my abuserS. I love you forevest Realest man ever! The best song, in this werld... I have loved Tupac since I became 13 years old, so you think I'm going to stop? Just because you don't like real artists or men, I will not stop loving THEM. Westside a Westside mi seh.. That's what Chris Brown, also say. So I love him. Any day now. Haha, you know what they are saying? That now, starting in February. The police in Sweden will have to right to give anyone they like a visitation prohibition. That will not even be tried in court. It's enough as the police, see you as a criminal. All you have to do, for that to happend is to do something illegal. OR actually spread criminal music etc. So that means that I could get punished for listening to the same music that I did as a teenager. Especially, when I share it online. Because they will say that I promote badness . What a fucking poor retarded country I am living in. They wilö not lock me up in jail or prison, because then they would have to pay me and give me meals. But they will give me fines to pay, Since they are poor motherfuckers. Believe me when I tell you that I know exactly to manipulate every person around me. Even the police. I just have to be real and honest. Something they don't know anything about. I spoke to three men today, here at the hospital and they all love me ofcourse. Because I know what real men love. I'm one of them. Well ofcourse it is the prosecutor that will blame a victim, but the fo fool police will follow, true or not. One time the prosecutor told them to search my house. Because I had Bob Marley as a wallpaper. I swear to God. I never did anything and I wasn't convicted or blamed for anything. Still you work, contributing to this torture of innocent people. I mean Nelson Mandela, a freedom fighter. Was put in jail. So how do you mean, when you think that you are living in the right way? Jean the Arc was innocently burned at a stake. Swedish people got their head chopped of, when they rebelled against the king. I get locked up, because I'm speaking the God damn truth. Vyz Kartel got put in prison, on a life sentence. When he told the others the truth about the governments selfish behaviour. Vontinue sleeping, that will only kill you. I would never hurt a fly. But your lifestyles are killing you. Still don't realize that what I'm saying is true? It is not nirmal to die. That is an invention of evil men, controlled by the devil. I know my source. So go on and call me crazy. My man, because he is only 9 years older than me. And beautiful and goodhearted, as if his name would be God. GAZA❤
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