Matthew died?

I have no idea, weh him deh. And I don't worry, but his mother wrote me yesterday. Saying that she was worried. I told her, it is probably due to the net connection. But then I started to check it out. The last thing he told mi was: Ella, I have something to tell and show you but I can't till about 2 days from now... Talk to u then. That seems normal yeah. Then I sent him this video and he read that message. Then he dissapeared, noone heard from him since. Haha, it could be a problem because he was going through some really tuff times. And I was not loving and caring. These last times I have been very short in our communication. Not because I'm the slightest evil, but because I've been buissy. I hope he didn't kill himself... It wouldn't look good if my last two men commited suicide, because I left them. Matthew and Ravi was really pretty and beautiful, inside out. But mi no worry caah both a dem wid God then. Ravi called himself Jesus Christ and was stuck in the darkness. But I spent almost seven years, telling him to walk towards the light. See, he died plenty of times but was addicted to walk towards the darkness. That made him end up on this earth again and again. But I believe he finally in heaven now, read my last post. Yesterday a black soul stood beside my bed (once again). Now I'm not afraid of them. I remember the first time that happened to me, I was 17... Then I got afraid and became paralyzed. This time I just looked away, so he was just standing there in the corner of my eye. Then I saw a thin black soul and I thought to myself, that I can't bother becoming a magnet again. And was planning to turn around. But then, all of a sudden, the soul flew towards me and entered my eyes. That was like strange, so I turned around in bed and fell asleep. I will not become obsessed, because noone could controll me. But God. U zeet. I have a problem with light sounds.
Me and my "new" man. Jason is very smart and nice. I will love him forever more... Because hey our conversations and romance is out of this world. i was forced to eat bagga medication, that's why I was frass and looked so bad.

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