14/2 some day... I dislike this about Jamaicans

Woke up at 4, so I read. But then I realized that I should be hungry. Because I puked up 1 liter of fluids last night. I'm experiencing so much pain constantly... Jah kno

I had alot of energy to fix this, when I woke up. But then I ate and mi jus waah sleep back..

Yes I could sleep untill 10. Then I'll wake and deal with this... Oh gosh I want to throw up again... Lol I can not sleep for more than 2 hours at the time, so now I will eat 2 digestive and lemonade with COLD water. Plus a little dark chokolate. Ate raisins, as I woke..

I must tell u how I started to laugh this morning. Because in Jamaica, they don't say Diggestiive, like we do in Sweden. They pronounce it Dieejestiive.. Haha

This is the food Ella out of balance eat.. Today was the third time I called the child birth dem, and every woman that work there is extremely nice and happy. That was not the case at all with 99% of the hospital staff, in Västerås! They created problems and saw me as a braindead, drugaddict and criminal. Calling other people, just because I gave birth . Whats wrong with this phone? How could I transfer my contacts? I wrote 3 manually, but mi cyaa badda... Vybz Kartel, is the best artist in this world. In Jamaica they would say baddest artist, still... All thoe I feel absolutely "crazy" about how he looks, mi no matta dat. It's about how he thinks and formulates his thoughts, because he is obviously very smart.. I don't really find other people interesting, frm mi kno o fi pree u zeet...

However, if I shall say what I don't like about him. It's that he not only make intelligent songs, but sings provocative and sexually at times. I mean that is something between two persons, but in Jamaica, most of them don't have sense. When it comes to what is private. They honestly believe that it would be ok, to have more than one partner :/. They think that it is ok, to wear push up brahs, make up and slutty clothes! I'm so disgusted about that. They don't do it like an insecure teenager would neither, but they actually could be adults and Dancehall artists like Vybz provokes this awful behaviour!

What is so tragical about that is that their behaviour, is a consequense of the slave time. Females and males where being kept apart and then like once a year, they where allowed to reproduce. So.. I don't know from since, since I just been traveling there from 2007. But probably it's been that they have taken every chanse they could, to have sex, from ever since 🤮.

They honestly think that it is ok to have sex several times a day. Children is getting children, all thoe they have no ways of taking care of them. They die more often than it becomes night... And like I said, they are not faithful. So alot of them have many different baby mothers, that are left alone with the child :S...

As I see it non of them really have dignity. They think that life is about sex and walk around and shoot eachother, as if that would be anything but an awful behaviour. They pierce their toungs and could have a sexual partner, on each different side of the streets that they are living. InI should not have to feel ashamed about your behaviour, but unfortunately you do not. These little girls have a behaviour screaming look at me, I'm completely braindead, but willing to be used. Still you vex, when white woman come and take your good men. (I've met some that don't share this shameful ghetto mentality). Fix your lives and stop behaving like victims! You've had independence for 60 years, so free up your self...

And hey my opinion, have nothing to do with me being racist. When white girls act in the same way, it's a disgrace same way.

When I was living in that type of world I started to despise every woman, because I figured that they where all braindead. But far from everyone is like that. People that are not poor but actually have some class, behave in a better way. Since they think with their brains and are not acting primal.

Poor people listen to sexual Dancehall.

When I was lacking proper thoughts, as a teenager. I wore makeup and tight clothes. Soo embarrasing that some actually dresses up and try to look good for others! KSMT

The table my dead ex fixed some week before he died. I don't know how really because he walked with two crutches..

See there is a difference in peoples behaviour ;P. This man, this youth.. Jamaica looks extremely beautiful. But what is a dance in a castle? The mosqitos are absolutely horrible, when you don't smoke...

Thank you God ❤. Listen I have never ever had this much food, in my entire life. It's like I have prepared, incase it would become war. Or it wouldn't matter if I would get sick or not being able to go to the store, for six months. Because I have sooo much food. It's crazy. I'm saying this because me, I never used to eat really. I mean since I been traveling to Jamaica I've ate breakfast and once more. I haven't even like food, but seen it as a unecessery must... I still would prefer to eat that way, because you become more alert/energetic and do not need as much sleep, when you eat less. But you see in this country we're like force-fed, because the hospital staff could lock you up. If you choose to not eat... Here it is nowdays standard to eat, as much as someone working out at the gym and it seemes to be completely normal, to eat as much as a pregnant woman are reccomended to eat :S. We eat alot of vegetables and very healthy thoe. But most people that I view as/see as overweight, are seen as normal weight. It's almost like 4 out of ten is fat... But it is very uncommon, to be fat like an American. Because we don't really eat chips, pizza and fast food as much. Plus we tend to move around alot. I remember being in Florida 20 years ago and they even had stores you could drive into, so you don't ever have to walk. :S I saw an American waying 600 pounds, some days ago. (I have been able to push 280 lbs, with my leggs and that's very heavy). She couldn't even walk to another room, but people like her daughter had to help her up from the coutch :/...

I saw some minutes from another documentary, how they where opening Pizza Hut etc in India, selling the food very cheap 😪 That is awful. I love vegetarian Indian food, it tastes SO good. Even in some country in Latin America, maby Brasil. They are experiencing an epidemi now, thanks to America. So they buy several liters of Coke every week! Mothers fed their babies with the drink! They had no idea, that it is poison. Because they claimed that they wouldn't sell it, if it was unhealthy! So it is very common to be overweight there now. Even for children!

Humans are destroying everybodies lives.. I would not drink a fizzy drink, because it taste awful! And makes holes in your teeth! Wake up wake up and realize what your life of consuming leads too... It's not a good life anyway!

I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW THIS SONG. But my mom told me that I shouldn't bring the piano here... See some parts would sound better if the song, was played differently. STILL it is a very great accomplishment to learn this... She looks very German, I don't know anything about her. All thoe she seems like a sensible girl

Haha, the baby is changing the direction of my belly... Nudity is not the problem. It is when somebody try to look good, posing in strange ways. To ger others likes. I say like Vybz Kartel; I'm not a Facebook picture, u no affi fi like mi...

A perfect example of a stupid and pathetic woman and a man that has smoked his thought processes away.. It's like they honestly believe that you look better with coloured hair, clothes, make up and things! Soo ugly... I will show what I mean with myself some time... Lata