Happy New Year 2023 😀😍

Oh, how happy I am.

Completely alone, in my new apartment and I love it. Don't get me wrong, my old apartment was newly built and this one, is from 1960 something. But I like the layout of these rooms more.

I have a child in my belly, that is 241 days. So I haven't really had the energy to write here. Then I have moved from one side of Sweden to the middle, as soon as I returned from Jamdung. But I got so dissapointed with that apartment. All thoe it filled the reqired space that the Migrationboard demand that you have, to bring in a man and his children from abroad. It didn't have the standards that I want. Like the possibility to put up lamps in the roof etc.

So I moved again, thanks to mom. This housing is smaller, but I love the vybe... I haven't had time or the money to fix everything like how I want it. Have just lived here one month today 😂.

I'm planning on sleeping in the same room as my baby, but according to the migrationboard, the infant need it's own room 😑. It's like they don't understand that a baby needs breastmilk every third hour and Socialstyrelsen say that it is ok if you sleep in the same bed as your baby, if you are sober and it's even better if he/she sleep in her own baby nest! I told a person on the migrationboard that it was very stupid that they don't follow the recommendations of the people in charge. Then she said that it is not them that have decided the reqirements, but the government. The government has apointed Socialstyrelsen to give advice on raising children, so I guess it's because of the blue parties, that's now in the government. That they don't follow the previouse laws. :/

I can't believe that a mother are robbed of the dessision making of her child. But believe me, that I've been forced to see years ago. When employed people assumed, made up lies about me and took my child!
   It is very obviouse what mistakes they have made. But since it's my life, I'll spare you the details. However, if anybody want to know what cruelty the swedish government is infact doing. I would gladly tell you. I am not the first or the last that are being misstreated. Believe me. 
Rest in Peace my ex..

Yeeah. Now it's night so I will try to sleep some, because tomorrow morning I will walk to the grocery store as they opend. (Less people and sickness then). I just have to return a mustard, because I accidentily bought two. And get some final ingredients, because tomorrow it's a Newyear...

I will put up pictures, when I've fixed all that I can fix here athome. Good Night ❤
Fat mi fat 😋. And ofcourse I love Jamaica, but I will definetly not go back there being pregnant! That was an awful experience.. And since I don't smoke weed, I see more problems than enjoyments there... I've been in the land of wood and water for over a year, but I'm too tierd now to count. Plus my old passport is thrown and I don't remember during the exact dates I've been there...

The first time, 2007, it was from the 8 of mars till the 31 I'm kind of sure of...
2008 it was from like the fifth of January till April some time. But I bought a new ticket back home, so I don't know on which date I actually went home.
2010 I was there january, february and I don't know when I went home. Because I smoked alot of weed back then... Like 8 spliffs a day 🤣. Hahaha Buffy wah u really mek mi deh pan.. Shouldn't blame it on you still, I was more with Bazzle and Keron dem. But u no dun kno a u did mi link same time.

And then I was there in june and half july 2011. Maby half May too. Then I did not smoke, as much..

Finally in Jamaica 2022 I got pregnant=mi deah breed. So I did not smoke anything. But I was there from the 16 of May untill the 26 of august..

Whatever, good night and a blessid time, weh evah u deh InI JA man.. 🤣 //Ella Ella Ey

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