so I'm still in Jamaica

I came to the airport 30 minutes before the plane flew, so I wasn't allowed to enter... The thing is that I never really checked my ticket back, I don't want to leave. So I thought the plane left at 2.

We had an amazing time yesterday before and while we where driving to the airport. I recorded a video some time, but it's 15 minutes, so it will take a long time fi upload..

But I will have to leave soon so that I could move from my apartment in Uppsala, because him too expensive.

I'm in Matthews home, Barett Hill in Albert Town. Trelawny is the parish. Two hours from Montego bay and 1 hour from Ocho Rios, it's up in the mountains 😀. I love that the temperature here is normal. It's still warm, but it's not as hot as in the cities down by the Coast...

We decided to take the new highway to Spanishtown, to meat my cousin Buffy. This road has been made by the chineese and it is them that collect the toll money every day from every one. Jamaicas crazy government have sold the entire country to get salary themself.

First we found a great restaurant in Spanish Town. It's stricktly ital/vegan, so I love it. But Matthews dad, that we took with us to Spain, since he wanted to look on a car. He asked the owner if he had any chicken. So the Rastaman got crossed say him don't sell dem tings deh. That is so lovely, because there is very few vegan restaurants in Sweden and they don't taste as great...

The juice was freshely sqeezed apple and ginger sittin. 

So we first saw Demar, that lives with his mother in the house up a High Field close, in Spanish Town. I live there more than 4 months, bur the house was white then. I like the area, it's like a middle class area.

he is 34 and when I met him 2007, he didn't have dreadlocks but was shaved. All of them (the friends I used to par with) Now have dreads or braids. I took many pictures of Buffy and them but Matthews children have been playing with my phone all day yesterday, so many pictures disapeared. 😑 Bloodclaat, I hope those videos from Somerset Falls still are there..

That's Buffy 32 years old 🥰. A mi bredda n mi cousin same time. I love him, he said that nothing never changed but we are the exact same persons we where 11 years ago.. It was nice to meat him, he told me that it wont be so long untill we link back zeen

I really don't understand why I should go to Sweden again? I have to move from the apartment in Uppsala, since it cost 10.000kr a month, but I don't want to leave this island!

This was some days ago in Ocho Rios. We rented a room and stayed there one day. The hotel never took any money from my account.

The food was one of the best I ever had. Curry shrimps and wonderful rice..

Matthew had fish n chips.

then we went to Trelawny. His children, especially his daughter. Want to be close all the wile. Yesterday she slept on me, so I let her stay there for like 30 minutes, then mi get so warm, so I asked Matthew what I could do and he told me to just put her beside me..

Yesterday Matthew cooked the most wonderful vegan food ever 😍. Even his son loved it, but Shila (that spell differently) never want to try things that she's not used to. She is 4 and Michael is 5..

Atleased the mosqito can't bother us. But it's way to warm to be sleeping together..

So why again should I travel to Sweden?

To watch Youtube, lay down and go to the hospital, where they force feed me poison, just because they are selfish fools... Sure I have a child there but they have taken her away and two hours every month don't do it for me. I don't want to live in Sweden.. It is too cold... I should try and sleep a while now, because I've been awake since 4. Now it's 5.30 and I have not ate any Lithium since the day before I went to JA... And I don't have any problem sleeping or with my mood. CraY Swedish people eat medication to feel better, instead of living a happier/healthier life..

And yes I have been smoking weed, not every day but like once every third day. And that is no problem. I told Matthew plenty times that this and that happened earlier when I was "psycotic". He tells me to stop refering to that time as a time when I was sick, because nothing nuh guh suh. He has been with me every time I smoke and he thinks that I am completely normal... But I just takes like 5 puffs now, earlier I smoked a whole. But man it's strong now, I just want to sleep every day and night...

See it is only in countries that havent investigated the herb that Cannabis is outlawed. Everywhere that has had scientific testing has made it legal. Marijuana is good for everything. But mi nah lie, when I didn't smoke in a year, it took some time to get used to it again. Before it became great again. Like 5 times..

Jah Jah what evah mi cyaa badda chat again uzimi...

I love Matthew because he fix everything.. Everytime. Gives me coffey almost every day n it taste nice 🙂. We should go to Blue Mountain and drink coffey there, plus live with the Rastas. There is so many things I want to do here. Plus I am not as brown as I want to be, because it was 10 days that I couldn't be in the sun because I burned my skin baad the second day in Jamaica