My near death experience

 I don't remember hearing any sound, during non of it  God did neither spoke with any man made words. But I should start this text, from the point where I knew I was going to die. But many different situations led up to it. And I could talk about that later.

The third of September 2004 at aproximately 10pm. I was bicycling towards town with my best friend. I remember us crossing the road, up on the other payvment. I saw how cars stod parked along the road and was feeling great, like the King of the world. Then all of a sudden a car drove uo on the sidewalk and my friend fell of the bike and broke her lägg. Me however starten to fly through the air. Eyewitnesses say that I must have flown like ten meters. I just remember looking down on the pavement, putting my arms around my head. (I did not wear a helmet. We was going to a club). I had on new sparkling jeans, tips and flipflops. :P

Furtermore I knew that this was not going to end in a Nice way, then I hit the ground and everything went black. I died emidiatly. So I never felt no pain. Instead I was transefered through space. You see I don't remember hearing anything, but the feeling my light soul had. Could be described with this song.

I was I, without a body. I was traveling through time and space. It was through darkness, that was completely light. Hard to describe but imagine flying through space without a body. Real freedom. I didn't have any pain or worry, because I knew where to go. To my home, where I originate from.

Then I entered heaven. A place in complete light. In the middle of my vision I saw a being without a body. It was every different color, in its lightest form and the light never stod still, but was constantly moving. I knew that was God. Because I surrendered everything I was, since I knew that he had made me. I felt like "his" child.

That being was almighty, "his" thoughts connected with mine. We shared information without any effort. He asked me what I had done in my life, not in a judgemental but in a sincere way. I used my favorite but True comment; I don't know.

Then I all of a sudden remembered every day of my nineteen year old life. But not only that I was also able to feel the emotions and thougjts of every person I had had a conversation with. It was really cool. But after those ten minutes (it felt like). I said that wasn't good, it wasnt.

Then that entety of energie showed me what is going on on the entire earth. And he said that I must go back.I sure as hell did not want to return to earth! Or anyone of my friends and family. But he forced me to. So I had to learn everything from scratch. I dis not know how to walk, sit or talk. I did not even know anything again.

So I was in a hospital for one year and one month. That is good in Sweden, because I did not have to pay anything for my hospitalysation. But I felt absolutely horrible and awful, during that time. I was in so Michael pain and I couldn't do a thing. 

However my conciousness and thinking ability, where intact. I remember how awful it felt when several woman undressed me and laid me down under them, while they took a shower and washed me. I could not speak God damn it. I felt ashamed.

Now I should pack my things, because I'm going home for the weekend 🥰😃. Thank you God❤💋