RastafarI, Christianity n Islam
Now, this subject lie very close to mi heart, so mi well coulda gwaan chat bout forevah. I prefer to write in Patois, Patwa, Jamaican. But I mix it with some English to make myself understod. Really, I hate to write in English and any other languages. Because Jamaican lat closer to my heart 💜. I am borned in Sweden, but I died here 2004. Then Jamaica has been on my mind ever since 2005.
I mean, I love everything about Jamaica. Almost so that you could call it an obsession. Free Adidjah Palmer 🌴. He should be allowed to compete in mr. world, because he would win it 🥇.
Lets start this by saying that God is my everything. Any other thing that I might mention is inferior. I died because I was living like a slave in this society and I never really liked it. I died 2004.
I’ve lived a ruff life. I honestly do not know another person that have experienced all of the shit I had to face. It is a wonder I am still breathing, doing it with a smile. But a so it set, and God is the only reason why.
See God is the entety giving life. And it is very foolish some people think that, it is parents creating life. You could have sex all you want. But no child will be borned is it’s not for God wishes.
I have been married for three years, to a Jamaican. And we had unprotected sex several times a week, without me getting pregnant. Then my next man and me had sex for seven years unprotected, without me getting knocked up. Because hey, it is not a humans that creates a baby.
Then InI had sex with somebody one time and got pregnant and gave birth to a beautiful baby girl.
I don’t even know the daddy. We just lived at different hostels and went camping, for a week. But I never really cared for him, so InI left him there..
The baby got life thanks to me, but the welfare pussies stole her while she was breastfeeding. Two police men also pushed me down on the floor, while they drove my child to another town.
Then they did not even let me meat her for three monts, because they said that I resisted when they where taking her! Now which healthy woman would give her baby away? I just asked them why they had decided to take her and them told me I could read why in the papers they wrote. So I told them that they wrote it, so they should read it out loud. But they refused and walked away with El-is-E.
Fucking braindead hookers, working for the government to earn money. They know not what they are doing or who dem a ramp with. But sure they ”acted with good intention”. Because my pussy mother called the welfare and told them lies about me getting back with my ex. The druggaddict I moved to another town to get ridd of. Jah kno and see everything. So there is absolutely nothing you can do to change what God have decided. Poor little nobodies, trying to change the life you have been given.
The only reason I had contacted him again, was because the people working for the government told me I must. But they all work together, doing absolutely nothing in their lives. Of course I later appealed and in court my mother and the nurse, the only two ppl who had been around me and my child, swore that I never did anything wrong to my daughter. But then they said that it was best for my daughter not to be with me, since they couldn’t know that I would be sober. I stopped drinking alcohol, when I was 21 and became a Rasta.
But they are not interested in the truth or the best of my child. They want her to become a victim, like the rest of those fools. They are very racist towards me. I have been locked up many times because I wear dreadlocks.
They want her to be raised by fools that press buttons aka kissing the asses of the government employees.. That is not what I am about. So.
See I’m regarded as a braindamaged child, that do not know what InI am doing. All thoe I have a much deeper insight of life than them. Right now I’ve been locked up for more then a month because I have religious beliefs. Poor little nobodies that will burn in hell forever. I know God and I know life. Every pagan will vanish from the face of this earth and I will survive amongst us that say Jah RastafarI. Forever. Ever living. Ever faithful and true.
Wrighting more when I have time
Later I fix the missapellings
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